IN THE COURSE OF THE NORMAL WORKINGS OF THE LAW EVEN IN FAIR AND DEMOCRATIC COUNTRIES, JUDGES CAN, EVEN AFTER HAVING HEARD ALL THE ARGUMENTS AND STUDIED ALL THE EVIDENCE, STILL MAKE MISTAKES AND FIND INNOCENT MEN GUILTY, LET ALONE IN A DICTATORSHIP LIKE SINGAPORE WHERE THE JUDICIARY AND EVERYBODY ELSE AND EVERY INSTITUTION HAVE BEEN CORRUPTED TO LIE KY's WILL, ABETTED BY STUPID, VICIOUS, RACIST, AMERICAN THUG PRESIDENTS AND THEIR EQUALLY THUGGISH MEN. IT IS NOT TOO LATE TO TRY ME IN COURT. INDEED, GIVEN THE VICIOUS AMERICANS AND TOTALLY CRIMINAL THUGS LIE KY LHL WKS, THIS IS MY ONLY HOPE OF HAVING MY NAME CLEARED AND SOME JUSTICE AFTER 15 YEARS OF TOTALLY UNWARRANTED AND UNJUSTIFIED CRIMINAL TORTURE PUNISHMENTS THAT HAVE GONE BEYOND ME TO MY SON AND LITTLE NIECE.
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Date: Jul 29, 2006 3:20 PM
Subject: The Great Robert HO Game, State of Play 29 Jul 06
1. It has been about 15 years since LKY and his American co-criminal conspirators [started by Clinton in his first term and now into Bush's second term] began their torture and attacks on me, my then little son and even littler niece.
2. What is now accepted realities that were not thought to be so 15 years ago? Here's the state of play, 29 Jul 06.
3. First, my innocence. 15 years ago, LKY was seen as a kind of Great Asian Stateman whom a certain stupid woman gushed "was never wrong". In other words, LKY was seen as a Great Manager of a tiny little tropical city, never mind if he tended to be a bit strict with his draconian laws and social engineering. Thus, when LKY declared that Robert HO is guilty of attempted murder, everyone believed him because, after all, Singapore under LKY seemed to be run on the basis of law, never mind if the laws were draconian. So, presumably, LKY must have consulted his judges before he adjudged me 'guilty' and went on a rampage of extra-judicial attacks on me and my son and niece, still ongoing with physical attacks, mostly sleep deprivation and verbal foulmouthing attacks {Kan Ni Nau and Ah Kua to my face whenever I venture out].
4. On the other hand, the Americans 15 years ago were respected as defenders of democracy, human rights and legalist practice. So, when Clinton initiated his co-criminal attacks on me together with LKY, who tricked the dumb Clinton into co-criminalising with him, the world went along. After all, the Americans have great legal tradition, where the law is constantly invoked, debated and used to adjudicate a huge arena of human contentions, from business claims and counterclaims to civil rights for gay marriages and rights of prisoners and victims of corporate malfeasance. The thinking, 15 years ago, is that if the Americans are playing this Great Robert HO Game, then it must be all right to join in.
5. Today, 15 years later, the Game has changed. This is the State of Play 29 Jul 06.
6. To begin with, my innocence. Many people are now aware who were unaware 15 years ago, that I had actually been tried in a Singapore Subordinate Court in 1979 under circumstances that were truly fair and non-political, since LKY had not taken an interest in my case then in 1979, so the verdict was truly fair, which can never happen again with LKY now deeply involved in insisting on my guilt, so that, perforce, if I am guilty as LKY wants to pretend I am, then I have absolutely no rights and LKY and his American co-criminals can do anything they like to me and it will all somehow be 'justified'.
7. In that trial in 1979, I was arrested in an ambush by HDB security men who caught me redhanded cutting HDB wires in my father's block, Block 100 Lorong 1 Toa Payoh. I was arrested and charged in court the next day. Then, as the circumstances warranted, the hearing judge ordered me into Woodbridge [Mental] Hospital for 3 weeks of psychiatric evaluation. At the later trial after the 3 weeks, the prosecutor asked me whether that was the only time I cut wires and I replied telling the truth that I had done so several times, climbing onto the roof of the Block to do so. Telling the truth then could have resulted in more than the 3 mandatory strokes of the rotan and a longer jail term. But, even though I was mad then, I told the truth. I was mad from 1976 [from the stress of doing 2 jobs, teaching by day and sub-editing by night as a Straits Times sub-editor. No one else among my grandparents and parents and siblings and relatives had ever been mad. The stress and lack of sleep tipped me into madness and I resigned first from my teaching job, then the subbing job -- the latter on no more than hearing a fellow sub saying the words, "When you've got to go, you've got to go." which I thought meant that the Chief Sub, Roger Yue, was going to sack me so I walked out of the job and was jobless. In those days, you don't walk out of your only job, not when it is a nice job as a sub and you've got little paper qualifications for a better one].
8. Thus, my hyper sensitivity to words, which is the main trait of my paraoid condition, led me to walk out of the subbing job at ST in 1976. Months later, I found another job as an advertising copywriter but my condition was already deteriorating. I heard words that I thought were aimed at me and pushed an account-executive's desk of files and documents onto the floor, for which I was sacked. I drifted a bit into other agencies but was becoming too paranoid to hold a job.
9. [It is ironic, to say the least, and cruel, to say the least, that the main kind of attacks on me are sleep deprivation, still ongoing 15 years later, when they all know that lack of proper sleep was what caused my descent into mental illness in the first place so this is deliberate pushing me to the edge of madness once again. The other main attack is to play mind games with me, to convince me that my wife was unfaithful to me, which was another major trait of my mental illness. They know all these, but deliberately chose these 2 major manner of attacks on me for their fun. [For LKY, it is not so much fun as a humongous publicity stunt to make himself and his tiny little city famous, in which he succeeded. For the Americans, to whom it is none of their business if I had actually indeed committed murder, it is all a vicious game of fun because their nature and idea of fun is to inflict pain and hurt. After all, LKY has been constantly assuring them that this is all 'justified' and indeed, far less than what his court would have ordered, which is another LKY lie and self-justification.]
10. Thus, the judge's verdict in 1979, that I was "Not guilty on grounds of unsound mind" not only appled to the single case of vandalism I had been caught redhanded committing, but also to the several counts of equal vandalism I had admitted to under oath in court. These were taken into consideration. I WOULD FURTHER APPLY THIS VERDICT TO ALL MY ACTIONS BETWEEN FIRST DESCENDING INTO MADNESS IN 1976 TILL 1979 WHEN I WAS ORDERED BY THE JUDGE TO BE REMANDED AT WOODBRIDGE UNTIL CURED, which I was after 4 months of medication and which I am still taking [some patients never respond to medication and are remanded for life].
11. Thus, my innocence is proven. LKY had fooled the stupid ignorant Americans into giving him a humongous publicity stunt from which only he and Singapore benefited while this game dragged the Americans' reputation through the mud.
12. Today, about 15 years later, the state of play has changed. Clinton and his reasonableness is gone and with that, the American reputation for fairness, truth, justice, democracy and human rights. Bush was a godsend for me. In just 2 terms, he invaded Iraq and brought about the total destruction of America's reputation among all the civilised and thinking pepple of the world. As for LKY, I had another godsend when on 9 May 03, Mr David DUCLOS emailed me [I was living in London on my wife's Work Permit then] and at UK time 1044 hrs and Singapore time 1744 hrs, I posted the bombshell that LKY rigged the Cheng San GRC election in 1997. When I was preparing to post that article in soc.culture.singapore, the fire alarms outside my flat went mad ringing to warn me to stop [LKY and American agents were living next to me practically and had wired the whole flat up with their devices]. Little did Mr DUCLOS know that when he emailed me, in that instant, his email was being read by hundreds, and later thousands, around the world. I am not sorry for naming him outright in some of my later emails and documents BECAUSE THE WORLD HAD ALREADY READ HIS EMAIL AND HIS IDENTITY RIGHT THERE AND THEN THAT FATEFUL DAY.
13. Mr DUCLOS changed my life and probably that of Singapore's history on 9 May 2003. With the whole world, so to speak, watching me and reading every word I read or write, in the very first 'reality show', LKY's reputation went rapidly downhill. From Great Asian Statesman to election rigger! He went on to destroy his own reputation even more. For example, in the 2006 General Election just past, he proved that he and his heir are capable of deceit, lies and manipulation of corrupt judges. In short, the entire Singapore has been corrupted by LKY, systematically and totally, from police and judiciary to the army, civil service and govt companies. LKY's reputation could sink no lower. The whole world knows this now.
14. This, then, is the state of play, 29 Jul 06. The Americans are despised totally by the world, even among the least well informed. It is not just the Muslims who hate America but thinking Europeans and Asians and Latin Americans and Africans, too, and everywhere in between. America stinks from pole to pole. LKY is no better. The publicity stunt from which he and Singapore has benefitted so much has at last backfired, also dragging his reputation through mud like the Americans.
15. Does this matter to the Americans and LKY? Maybe not much. But in politics and world and human afairs, all human beings have an innate sense of justice and fair play. Even monkeys possess this sense. By falsely arresting me so many times and incarcerating me in the mental asylum and by vandalising my equipment and attacking my son and niece, not to mention the nightly sleep awakening, often for hours, and the mind games, LKY and the Americans have proven their viciousness and less than sterling roles as leaders of men and intelligent actors for the human race. They, especially LKY, have proven to be vicious, petty, cruel, vindictive and totally power crazy and power abusive. The Great Asian Statesman is no more. The Americans have thrown in their lot with him and are no more. The world, mostly secretly, and in their heart of hearts, DESPISE LKY AND HIS AMERICAN FRIENDS.
16. I have won.
Robert HO
29 Jul 06 1520
Singapore
Date: Jul 30, 2006 10:30 AM
Subject: Fwd: The Great Robert HO Game, State of Play 29 Jul 06
Contextual Quotes for the Day:
1. When they drag you through mud, struggle as hard as you can and they will be muddied, too, right up to their faces...
2. Politicians never admit mistakes. They always try to brazen it out. Only when you have a free and independent media who spotlights their mistakes will they recant and admit they were wrong. Even then, they excuse themselves for "honest mistakes" and that "it was right at the time"...
2a. "Never admit fault" so that you can do 'damage control' and leave yourself some bargaining room...
Date: Jul 31, 2006 11:02 AM
Subject: Fwd: The Great Robert HO Game, State of Play 29 Jul 06
8a. Footnote to Paragraph 8 of main email: Before I became totally unable to hold down a job and became a penniless, jobless man, dishevelled and unshaven mostly, totally absorbed in fighting my demons every day and every hour, I was briefly in Pace Advertising as a copywriter. When there, I wrote a short letter, actually just a note, to ST columnist Paik Choo, who then was writing a column on Singlish. The note was simply "You are a bitch" or something close to that. Why? In my madness, I thought that she had referred to me in her writings and so scolded her. Like always, I did not lie about my identity and signed my real name and was later apprehensive that she would sue me. This is just another proof of my condition then. Paik Choo may remember that strange letter and can testify. The secret police should also have a copy of that letter. A Pace Advertising Director, Ellen Chong, once offered to help me when she saw me troubled and I had confided that my troubles "were political." She said she knew a few MPs. This conversation is probably recorded as well. My job in Pace Advertising was just before I brought my girlfriend, now my wife, to UK and US, so my condition was clear even then. If LKY insists that he is right to persecute me, I am prepared for an open trial, where I may at long last, be able to testify in my own defence, something I had never been given the chance in 15 years of torture and persecution by LKY and the Americans DESPITE KNOWING THAT I, LIKE OTHER LKY OPPONENTS, HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CHANCE OF A FAIR TRIAL IN HIS KANGAROO COURTS. My facts are strong enough to embarrass LKY and the Americans, EVEN IN A KANGAROO COURT. I only need to be able to speak under oath and maybe, call a few witnesses. I don't know law but it is very stupid and totally illogical to take the stance that my cutting wires was due to madness [as adjudged by a fair judge] but that cutting my wife cannot be due to madness [or not mad enough] WHEN BOTH OCCURRED DURING MY MAD PERIOD FROM 1976 TO 1979. Thus, if LKY continues to send police vans and police cars to intimidate me during my drives, I say, BRING IT ON! I can prove my innocence in court, even in a kangaroo court. If any of you out there reading this want to interview me whether officially or unofficially, or by email, please do so. The Truth is on my side. You will NOT be harming but HELPING me by exposing the Truths of this whole matter.
Date: Aug 1, 2006 11:41 AM
Subject: Fwd: The Great Robert HO Game, State of Play 29 Jul 06
8b. Further to 8a: Clinton is a clever man but clever people are easily fooled by clever arguments. For example, on my state of sanity or insanity. Normal people of ordinary intelligence, upon hearing my case, would IMMEDIATELY say, "Robert HO? Doesn't he have a proven record, both in psychiatric assessment report and later in court in a fair trial, of being mentally ill? Therefore, how can he be guilty of cutting his wife, even though slightly and hesitantly? [Not a vicious slash as PAP media are wont to exaggerate]. But Clinton, brain impaired by having been too often squeezed between Lewinsky's legs, BELIEVED LKY's SELF-SERVING ARGUMENTS THAT I WAS 'NOT MAD ENOUGH' ACCORDING TO HIS 'THOMAS LOH-TYPE DOCTORS' AND KANGAROO JUDGES. So Clinton happily went along TOTALLY IRRESPONSIBLY, WHIPPING UP A VICIOUS CAMPAIGN THAT NEITHER HE NOR ANYONE CAN STOP ONCE UNLEASHED. How could they embark on something they knew they could never stop? That once my private life is exposed, it cannot be undone. That once simple minded people ever willing to prostitute to their superiors are ordered and encouraged to victimise me and my family, this, too, cannot be undone. And not just me but my entire family, too. This victimisation is not only illegal and criminal, but degenerated into real biological attacks with virulent flu viruses fed to me, my son and my little niece, among other vicious mental and physical abuse bordering on real torture, not to mention vandalism of my various equipment and psychological defiling attacks by frequently putting shit on my car, etc. Even high-tech radiation attacks, daily on me and often on my son and niece as well. My wife was threatened with rape. Even today, my son, soon to study in the London School of Economics in September, has been threatened with death, besides the 'less serious' threat of being kept totally under hostile surveillance with the sole purpose of harming him and his interests! This is what LKY is doing, with the active connivance of the Americans and other 'friendly' govts. Clever people are easily fooled by clever arguments. Politicians never admit mistakes unless politically jeopardised otherwise.
8c. As I expected, LKY is unrepentent. He is sticking to his guns. He is continuing in his campaign as though this is 15 years ago. Facts don't matter to him. Truth doesn't matter to him. Changed circumstances don't matter to him. HE HAS NEVER ADMITTED A SINGLE MISTAKE SINCE HE SEIZED POWER IN 1959. Even though he has reversed many policies that have proven wrong and outright disastrous, like the forced sterilisation of women. [If they don't sterilise themselves, they are ineligible for HDB flats]. Somehow, his psychological persona is incapable of admitting mistakes and there is no political or media pressure to force him to, since he is the most powerful man in the world over his tiny city.
8d. Even though I dread speaking in public, I am willing to hold a press conference to detail all these truths. However, LKY will quickly put me away as a lunatic. So, if SOME CREDIBLE PERSON OR PREFERABLY A CREDIBLE ORGANISATION WERE TO CONFIRM AND AFFIRM THAT THEY HAVE INDEED HEARD OF MY CASE AND DETAILS THROUGH OTHER CHANNELS AND SOURCES OTHER THAN FROM ME, THAT IS, CORROBORATING WHAT I HAVE CLAIMED FOR YEARS, I WILL BE HAPPY TO HOLD A PRESS CONFERENCE ORGANISED BY THIS CREDIBLE PERSON OR ORGANISATION TO TELL THE TRUTHS OF HOW MY FAMILY AND I HAVE BEEN TORTURED PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY AND SOCIALLY FOR 15 YEARS. Bloggers who want to interview me can also do so in person or by email. I shall say nothing but the truths. My only request is that my replies be in full and unedited [to prevent PAPies from distorting everything, as is their usual practice, if they come disguised as friendly]. My contacts:
Robert HO
28 Bukit Batok Street 52
#20-03 Guilin View
Singapore 659248
Tel: 68989553
Email: ic019@yahoo.co.uk
8e. Some of you may wonder why I have taken so long to come to this. Actually, I have been publicising these attacks and criminal acts on me and my family and property for years in soc.culture.singapore. Just do a search using my preface RH: I always preface all my postings there with RH: so this will call up all my postings there. Also, NOBODY HAS EVER DIRECTLY TOLD ME WHAT I WAS BEING TORTURED FOR, TO THIS DAY. It took me a year or two 15 years ago, to realise that these torture attacks were for cutting my wife. Then took me more years to realise, entirely from their innuendoes only and NEVER DIRECTLY, that they didn't consider me mad enough. Since I was never directly even told of my 'crime', I could not even say anything in defence. This is a Catch-22. If they never directly tell you what you are being tortured daily and nightly for, how could you even know what this is all for let alone say anything in defence? Also, I knew early on that LKY did all this FOR SELF-AGGRANDISING PUBLICITY, AS A PUBLICITY STUNT, SO THAT HE COULD HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO TALK OFTEN TO CLINTON AND LATER, BUSH. His humongous publicity stunt succeeded so well that almost all Hollywood films now mention "Singapore" where previously, nobody there even knew it existed. Thus, if you have independently heard about my case and some of its details, contact me or email me. I will answer any questions because I have Truth and Right on my side and have nothing to hide.
Date: Aug 2, 2006 11:19 AM
Subject: Fwd: The Great Robert HO Game, State of Play 29 Jul 06
8f. As for the scarring, as PAP propaganda media are wont to exaggerate, THIS IS NOT DUE TO A SEVERE CUT BUT DUE TO HER POOR RECOVERY [she had pierced her ears before for earrings but both holes developed cysts or growths due to poor biological recovery powers. Also, she bruises easily and the blue-black marks last for weeks even after very slight bruising, some so slight she didn't even know how or what she knocked into. I have said the cut was "slight and hesitant" and this is because, even up to the moment of cut, I had expected hidden ISD men to spring from hiding probably from behind the curtains, to stop me. When that didn't happen, I was so shocked and confused I did not continue and gave up. That was my state of mind then. It is totally dictatorial to slant a version of events without asking me for my version or defence and then to 'find me guilty' without giving me a chance to testify as to what really happened. The whole humongous publicity stunt was not designed to impose [illegal and criminal] punishment but to play to the [mostly American] gallery, to put on a humongous show for the edification of the Americans and the watching world, which continues even today. With every word and act being broadcast instantaneously, to an avid watching audience, LKY continues, even after some 15 years, to play to the gallery, directing a cast of prostituting men and women he controls, to pass remarks at me or to insult me to my face [Kan Ni Nau and Ah Kua] as well as other epithets. Daily and nightly, he wakes me from sleep and honk car horns to intimidate me into a fearful state, so much so that my urine has turned brown for more than a decade, probably from overproduction of stress hormones. From the very beginning some 15 years ago till this day, it was never about justice but about power play and putting on a show for the Americans to enjoy so that LKY can get the chance to call Clinton and later, Bush frequently, ostensibly to talk about me but more because LKY glories in being on first name terms with Clinton and Bush. I am just a convenient scapegoat to launch his conversations and contacts with the Americans. If I had not been such a convenient LKY excuse for conversation, no American President would even bother to accept a call from such a tiny tinpot despot of a tiny city. But today, things have changed somewhat. I sense that Hollywood is at last, beginning to see things as they are, more my way, and to become fairer to me. So probably has Hongkong movie makers and tv productions. The truth, so long raped by LKY, is beginning to surface and attitudes are changing. I had always known what the real LKY motivations are and my side of the story, which is why I fought tooth and nail. If I had thought I was guilty as 'charged', I would have lain down and allowed myself to be tortured because then, as guilty, I would have nothing to say and no reason to fight back. This, then, is the state of play and I am being vindicated, at long last.
Date: Thu, 3 Aug 2006 10:29:48 +0800
Subject: Fwd: The Great Robert HO Game, State of Play 29 Jul 06
8g. As I said, clever people are easily fooled with clever arguments. People of normal or average intelligence would have simply looked at my behaviour pre-1979 and post-1979, or rather, before I went to Woodbridge [Mental] Hospital in 1979 and after I came out and concluded that I had indeed been mad before I went in and was normal or cured after I came out. The difference couldn't be greater. It is like night and day or black and white. Before I went in, I was penniless and jobless, mostly unshaven and dishevelled, unable to even apply for a job let alone hold one, fighting demons every day and every hour, climbing out the window onto the roof of my father's 16th storey HDB flat in Block 100, Lorong 1 Toa Payoh, to cut every wire I found, armed with wire cutter. After I came out of Woodbridge in 1979, I immediately applied for a job and was working within a week. I did not do any mad things like before, since. From this, any average intelligence person would conclude correctly that I had been mad but was cured. It is so obvious. But no, LKY wanted a publicity show and he has many Thomas Loh-type doctors and Chan Sek Keong-type judges to back him up in finding me 'guilty'. Apparently, I was not mad enough to be found not guilty, as though there are different degrees of madness. To put it shortly, cut wires, not guilty, but cut wife, guilty, EVEN THOUGH BOTH OF THESE HAPPENED AROUND THE SAME TIME. When I was pronounced by the judge to be "Not guilty on grounds of unsound mind," I was immediately relieved at not having to be caned and jailed but then dismayed at being ordered to Woodbridge so I wanted to shout, "This is a govt conspiracy! I am NOT mad!" but the judge had already turned away and I was quickly led away by the police. When I was driven to Woodbridge, and it was Medicine Time the next day, I refused to take the psychiatric tablets prescribed by the doctor. The male nurses and some inmates held me to the floor and forced open my mouth to put the tablets in and pour water into my mouth, with me struggling all the while. I kept spitting out the tablets. In the end, the male nurses injected me with a tranquiliser [which made me sleep for hours] and also refused to give me my asthma tablets unless I also eat the psychiatric tablets so I had no choice but to eat them. When I was mad, I DIDN'T KNOW I WAS MAD. I had no clue and thought I was normal. I refused to even think I could be mad. So during the first half of my 4 months in Woodbridge, I was thinking thus, that I had been a victim of govt conspiracy and was not mad. This was so for about half of the 4 months. Then, after the first 2 months or so, I began to think that I could have been mad. By the third month, I was sure I had indeed, been mad and was on the way to recovery. By the fourth month, I was eligible and recommended by the doctor to be interviewed by the Visitors' Board, which interviewed me and found me fit for release and so I was released after 4 months in Woodbridge. It is all so clear and obvious. The difference from my mad behaviour and my cured behaviour is so stark, like night and day or black and white, that no normal person would dispute that I had been mad but cured. Only the clever are easily fooled with clever doctors who think there are different degrees of madness and politician legislators who believe that some mad people may not be mad enough and so must be punished. And LKY, whose only interest in my case is NOT justice but SELF-AGGRANDISING PUBLICITY STUNT, cynically and deliberately put on a torture show, every moment and act of which is broadcast to the Americans and world at large, in order to cultivate close contacts with American Presidents who would otherwise not even give him the time of day. But the Truth can only be raped for so long and it takes extreme violence to maintain the Lie and so, of late, even Hollywood and Hongkong have been creating shows closer to the Truth. As I said, when you look at the facts and not the self-justifications of LKY, everything is so very obvious. Truth will out. I have won. LKY, already famous now as an election-rigger, will go down in history as a serial criminal who committed thousands of separate acts of crime against me, my son and my little niece. He is guilty as I charged. Truly guilty. He is the guilty one. Together with his American co-criminals whose support has been instrumental in his being able to enforce the Lie for 15 years. If the Americans had not supported LKY, his show would have fallen apart in 15 weeks, let alone 15 years. The great moral stature of the Americans was what kept the Lie going for 15 years. It it had been LKY alone, his Lie could not have lasted 15 weeks because almost everyone knows he is a dishonest, dishonourable and totally devious criminal who is only totally focussed on enlarging his empire, his wealth and his own and his family's interests.
Date: Tue, 8 Aug 2006 17:15:32 +0800 (CST)
Subject: Fwd: The Great Robert HO Game, State of Play 29 Jul 06
8h. It is totally unlawful, unethical and immoral to find me 'guilty' without calling for my defence since I am the best person in the world and the only one who knows my state of mind and the truths of all the issues. Without even a direct allegation or charge, I cannot even know what are the grounds for finding me 'guilty'. I urge a trial, even in LKY's famous kangaroo courts. Without a direct question and answer, calling of witnesses, me testifying for myself, nobody in the world can even know the truths, let alone pass judgment. Let me give an example. Suppose a security guard [plus the shop's secret cameras] sees a man taking a piece of cheese and putting it in his bag and trying to leave without paying. Can you then say he is guilty and to be punished for shoplifting? After all, the security guard has witnessed it and it is on camera. But ONLY IN A COURT WOULD THE TRUTHS BE KNOWN. Which is that this man is a Director in his brother's computer firm, his monthly Director's fee amounting to several thousand dollars alone, he is a polytechnic IT graduate AND HE DOESN'T EVEN EAT OR LIKE CHEESE. This is a true case. This man I met during one of my stays in IMH. He told me he didn't know why he stole the cheese, since he doesn't eat cheese. He knew it was wrong and he would be fined and/or jailed. AND HE HAD SHOPLIFTED BEFORE. And, if I remember correctly, been fined and/or jailed briefly before for shoplifting, once or maybe twice before. This time, the cheese is so ridiculous an object, plus his previous convictions, that the judge sent him for observation at IMH, probably for kleptomaniac reason. When I told him he is a kleptomaniac, he didn't even know what that was.I had to explain to him. All these are recorded by LKY's secret police [yes, they followed me to IMH, too, because LKY's Great Robert HO Game is so gripping a reality show and he is milking every second of it for his own self-aggrandisement and to put his tiny city on the world map and he has succeeded beyond his wildest dreams, with the World Bank-IMF meeting soon. When you consider that laws are made by unscrupulous politicians like him, and that what is legal in one country can be illegal in another, and vice versa, you will realise that "the law is an ass".
Date: Aug 11, 2006 9:40 AM
Subject: THE ROBERT HO TORTURE GAME. CALL FOR WITNESSES.
A. IT HAS BEEN SOME 15 YEARS OF DAILY TORTURE, DAILY USUALLY BODY ORGAN MALFUNCTION ATTACKS AND PSYCHOLOGICAL ATTACKS FROM SMEARING SHIT ON MY CAR TO VERBAL ATTACKS USING OBSCENITIES TO NIGHTLY ATTACKS BY KEEPING ME AWAKE SOMETIMES FOR HOURS, LEADING ME TO BE TIRED DAILY AND A DANGER WHEN DRIVING TIRED, ALMOST CAUSING ME FATAL ACCIDENTS THAT WOULD HAVE KILLED MY ENTIRE FAMILY WHEN I DOZED OFF AT THE WHEEL DRIVING AT OVER 130 KMPH. MY URINE HAS, FOR YEARS ALREADY, TURNED TEA-COLOUR BROWN FROM THE DAILY AND NIGHTLY STRESS ATTACKS.
B. MANY OF YOU OUT THERE ALREADY KNOW ABOUT THESE TORTURE ATTACKS. I WOULD NOW LIKE TO KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU OUT THERE HAVE HEARD ABOUT THESE CRIMINAL ATTACKS ON ME, MY SON AND MY LITTLE NIECE.
C. SO, IF YOU HAVE HEARD ABOUT MY CASE INDEPENDENTLY, THAT IS, NOT DIRECTLY FROM ME BUT THROUGH OTHER SOURCES, PLEASE DROP ME A LINE JUST TO SAY THAT YOU HAVE HEARD ABOUT MY CASE INDEPENDENTLY AND NOT DIRECTLY FROM ME.
D. THIS WILL GREATLY BOOST MY MORALE, TO KNOW THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE WILLING TO ADMIT THAT THEY HAVE HEARD ABOUT MY CASE INDEPENDENTLY. THAT'S ALL I ASK.
E. I HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU, THROUGH EMAIL, OR EVEN ANONYMOUSLY THROUGH SNAIL MAIL. THANK YOU.
Date: Fri, Sep 22, 2006 at 2:00 PM
Subject: Fwd: THE ROBERT HO TORTURE GAME. CALL FOR WITNESSES.
22 Sep 06, tonight leaving for UK with wife and son, who will be studying for his Economics degree in the London School of Economics. My wife and I will return after a week or so, leaving him to his fate, of which I have some apprehension, since he will UNKNOWINGLY be at the mercy of LKY's ISD thugs and sirens. I say "sirens" because I have myself been a target, twice, of ISD attempts at seducing me and I fear that Lee Hsien Loong, who met Tony Blair recently, have probably insisted on having the right to commit crimes against my son in UK, on British soil, to which Blair probably agreed, he being a prostitute to the Americans and LHL has the Americans on his side, somewhat.
Thus, Blair will in all probability, allow and facilitate the stationing of ISD agents near my son, not only living near/in his hostel to keep him under 24 hour surveillance, but also disguised as students to befriend him all the easier to put virulent flu germs [as had happened so many times already] into his food and water or even pass more harmful toxins and poisons to him, maybe including sexual diseases like Aids.
I joined Meridian Advertising on 21 Jan 1980. It was a tiny agency and there were nights when I stayed back late with some colleagues. The agency was in Market Street, CYS Building, and, like all streets in the City after nightfall, very quiet and deserted.
One night, we stayed back late to watch some sexy videotapes. After an hour or so of watching, I was thoroughly aroused but walked to the bus stop to catch an infrequent [after peak, after dark] bus home. The streets were deserted, with very few vehicles and quite dark then. When I reached my bus stop, still aroused after the videotapes, [supplied by an AE called Chong Gay, if I remember his name correctly], I saw a pretty girl already sitting there. It was quite dark, not well lit and she was pretty. If I had been a more adventurous person, I might have spoken to her and maybe, just maybe, ended up having sex with her.
I did not notice it then, but SHE WAS EXPECTING ME. Years later, when I thought about the incident, I now realise that she had behaved abnormally. An ordinary passenger waiting at the bus stop would have turned her head to look in my direction when I joined her at the deserted bus stop in the lonely and quiet part of the City. BUT SHE DIDN'T. She sat stiffly looking or pretending to look ahead for a bus, for which there was no need since we could both see quite far into the distance and in the quiet City, would have easily spotted an approaching bus.
So she sat stiffly pretending to look ahead for a bus, not turning to look at me even when I joined her at the bus stop.
Years later, thinking back, and knowing I had been under 24 hour surveillance since young, I knew I was lucky not to succumb to the ISD siren. The ISD knew I would be watching sexy videotapes with a few other male colleagues and that I would be at the bus stop immediately after that. So the siren was planted to lure me.
Why? I was no threat to security. I was a normal worker. Yet I was under 24 hour surveillance and this was an attempt to get me into trouble. If I had had sex with that pretty agent or maybe she was just a hired prostitute, I would have been photographed or videoed, which would have been handy later to break up my marriage or blackmail me. I suspect that LKY's ISD routinely mount these kind of operations to all in their surveillance list so as to have something handy should LKY want to destroy anybody. I wonder how many of my family and relatives have been similarly entrapped. Entrapment is probably a routine thing for the ISD.
And so, we leave tonight for the UK. My son will not be alone. He will be surrounded by hostile forces, ever watchful for the slightest mistakes, even entrapping him so that they will be able to destroy him later. And in his innocence, he won't even be on his guard.
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If you want me to stop sending you email, do drop me a line to say so. I have always complied with my recipients' wishes, the several who did ask. If you do not choose to opt out of my email list, I shall presume you wish to continue receiving my emails and will continue sending you. Those who may consider my emails recklessly defamatory, [as recklessly defamatory as LKY's slanders of me and my family], namely Lee Kuan Yew and his eunuchs, should apply the laws of the land and not engage in extra-judicial criminal attacks on me, my son and my little niece, such as sleep deprivation and other physical and mental attacks. Many know about these attacks and LKY takes their silence as further encouragement for more criminal attacks. Legal letters to sue me may be delivered to my address below:
Robert HO
28 Bukit Batok Street 52
#20-03 Guilin View
Singapore 659248
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Date: Fri, Jun 5, 2009 at 9:24 AM
Subject: Fwd: LIE KY LHL WKS ISD dirty tricks against me and family as early as 1980 when they made my wife pregnant
RH: Besides making my wife pregnant around 1980 and trying to seduce me [bus stop incident], also around 1980, there was another incident around 1980 -- all these LIE KY ISD hatred and vindictiveness for typing and sending rants to the US Embassy -- in which LIE KY and his ISD set out to see if I had really been mad. They did not believe the assessments of their own govt psychiatrists in IMH!
So, around 1980, once when I was waiting for my turn to see my psychiatrist in IMH, a man approached me, sat next to me, and tried to befriend me. This is unusual because Singaporeans don't befriend strangers like that.
He talked to me, pretended that it was his mother who needed psychiatric help, and asked questions designed to test if I had been mad. After my turn was over, he suggested we go somewhere for coffee and so I sat in his car and he drove me somewhere I don't know where, and we had coffee in a kopi tiam in a quite ulu place. He continued to ask probing questions to test whether I had really been mad. My suspicions were aroused and later told my wife about this attempt to test whether I had been mad. My suspicions were further aroused when, after he had decided he was done with me, he drove off, without even the courtesy of dropping me off at a more convenient. So I had to find my way to a more convenient place probably boarding a bus and then maybe a taxi to get home or office, I don't remember.
In other words, LIE KY and his ISD didn't trust or believe their own psychiatrist's assessment that I had been mad and did their own 'befriend and question' incident. Because they refuse to believe I had been mad until after IMH 1979, they were spiteful and vicious, punishing me for typing and sending rants to the US Embassy in the years till 1979. With no internet then, and having few reading material, what I typed and sent to the US Embassy were insubstantial and hardly worth reading. I also did not go to the library to research, mostly because I was mad then and hardly left my flat -- my father's flat actually, then on the 16th floor of Block 100 in Toa Payoh. Also, I had not a single cent to even take the bus. So my rants were pathetically insubstantial. But LIE KY and his ISD continued to harm us for it. LIE KY does not take criticism lightly and exacts the heaviest punishment for my sending rants to the US Embassy. And his disbelief in my having been mad meant that he was totally vicious in criminally attacking me and my family. He thought that since I was not mad, I deserved the heaviest criminal attacks as a sane person, in revenge for sending rants to the US Embassy.
Date: Thu, Jun 4, 2009 at 8:16 AM
Subject: LIE KY LHL WKS ISD dirty tricks against me and family as early as 1980 when they made my wife pregnant
RH:
1. It has been a long, long, night in which I was totally prevented from sleeping. I lay there the whole night trying to sleep but prevented. Lab mice continuously deprived of sleep keel over and die in about 2 1/2 weeks, so sleep deprivation is serious torture. I am now tired and sleepy. Apparently, seizing my pc wasn't enough. LIE KY LHL WKS ISD hatred and vindictiveness against me and family is totally incomprehensible. All these just for forwarding blogs to ~50 email addresses? But this 15 year campaign against me and family didn't just begin around 1994 or so. It began much earlier, in the mid-70s.
2. Around 1976, I began becoming mentally ill and imagined that LIE KY and his govt were persecuting me, so I fought back. No internet then, so no email and blogs. So I typed out my mad rants on paper and posted it by snailmail to the US Embassy, then in Hill Street. That was enough to drive LIE KY and his ISD into total hatred and vicious spite.
3. As you know, I was ordered into IMH in 1979 and was cured. My Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde transformation couldn't be more astonishing. Before IMH, I couldn't function as a human being. Jobless and not even seeking a job. After IMH, I applied and got a copywriting job within a week of release. And lived normally ever after until 1994 when CLINTON and LIE KY began their persecution of me and family.
4. But shortly after I was out of IMH in 1979, around 1980 or so, my wife and I were victims of LIE KY ISD dirty operations. They made my wife pregnant. Now, I had always been careful with condoms. I buy only the reliable brand of Durex and chose the Extra Safe version, which is thicker and safer. I also took great care to put on my condom well before any physical contact with my wife. Since I suffer from premature ejaculation, I would ejaculate in less than 30 seconds. So no prolonged rubbing that would compromise the condom. Thus, with all these factors, she couldn't have gotten pregnant. I know that condoms have a few % of failure rate but my several additional safety precautions would reduce that failure rate to zero. So the ISD made her pregnant by puncturing all my condoms so they would leak.
5. So my wife got pregnant around 1980, well before the current 15 year long campaign began around 1994. She was then freshly out of NUS and in her first job as a graduate and I had also just started a new life not long after my mental illness treated in 1979. So we got an abortion. If this ISD-caused pregnancy had been badly aborted, and doctors then were not as good as now, nor facilities, she could have become infertile and we'd never have a child. This is how serious the dirty trick of the LIE KY ISD is. I was puzzled and suspicious then but did not even know the ISD existed or its name, let alone know we had become targets of their hatred and vengeance for typing rants and sending them to the US Embassy. I voiced my puzzlement and suspicions to my wife then and the ISD did not do it again. Indeed, for decades after, my condoms worked fine, proving that the ~1980 pregnancy was a dirty trick by the LIE KY ISD.
6. All these dirty tricks just to get even with my typing and sending rants to the US Embassy. Unbelievable. Around this time of 1980, a seduction attempt, with another seduction attempt, too, was committed. I have written of a sting operation against me. On one occasion when I watched blue videotapes with male colleagues after work in the office conference room, I walked out into the dark bus stop and saw a pretty girl waiting alone. This stretch of road during that time is totally deserted, few cars or buses, typical during after peak hours in the old city area [in my earlier write up, I have given more detailed descriptions], what struck me was the behaviour of the girl. She did not glance up or glance at me when I joined her but pretended to look straight ahead for the bus. Now, the stretch of road where the bus would come is easily visible for many metres and so no need to keep looking. But she pretended to keep looking for the bus and pretended not to even notice me. It was an attempt at seduction knowing I was horny as hell after watching a night of blue videos. I did not know it then, about the ISD sting operations, because I did not even know there was an ISD or its name then. I was just an innocent citizen. I only remembered all these vividly after LKY started his vicious torture campaign and then I remembered this incident and it all connected. It was another sting operation.
7. There was another seduction attempt in which I boarded a bus and took a just-vacated [conveniently] seat just left of the door next to a pretty girl who pretended to sleep with her head on my left shoulder. The seat was vacated by her colleague for me to take. The bus was crowded, with passengers standing. When I made no response, she went further and pretended to sleep put her right hand practically into my left. I was actually quite flattered but didn't do anything. Another attempt to create an affair that could be used later to destroy my marriage. All these just for typing rants to the US Embassy then. LIE KY's vindictiveness knows no bounds.
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Date: Mon, Apr 20, 2009 at 9:42 AM
Subject: RH Quote of the Day on Being Mad
RH: "Almost everybody, including psychiatrists, think that being mad is like being drunk. It is not. Because you always know when you are drunk but you never realise you are mad. This is because when you are mad, your entire memories are intact, unchanged. You still remember exactly everything you have learned and experienced, like solving Pythagoras Theorem, or what you did last year. Your entire personality and character, insofar as these are based on memories and experience, remain exactly the same. So why do you behave so differently when mad? This is because although the memories and experiences remain unchanged, some of your INTERPRETATIONS of them change, although always in a 'logical' manner -- to you, this new interpretation is totally logical, natural, and not wild or delusional. So you never know that you are mad, like you always know when you are drunk. After you are cured or recovered, then and only then do you realise that your so-logical interpretation is wrong -- in fact, wild and delusional. When I had a relapse due to stopping medication for ~4 months, I again 'slipped' into a new interpretation that creatively and logically wove in the old, wrong, interpretation, plus my recovered, correct, reality -- and this new, wrong, interpretation was entirely logical [again]. After an injection and more tablets, again this new, wrong, interpretation was replaced by again, the correct, reality. So the diseased mind's ability to 'fool' all the tests of reality are extremely creative, totally 'logical' and cannot be recognised as wrong interpretations at all. In short, when you are mad, you never know that you are and thus, all your behaviours, no matter how bizarre, are totally logical and 'normal' to you. Bizarre behaviour is actually good because it is a clear indication to all others that you are mad but those whose mad behaviour are not so bizarre may be ignored and untreated for years or for life and thus never have a chance to recover. So my climbing to the roof of Block 100, getting arrested and sentenced to Woodbridge Hospital was actually good for me. Most others may not be so lucky."
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Mon, Jun 29, 2009 at 10:49 AM
Fwd: "Police are fundamentally honest" ??? ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha!!!!!!!!!
RH: You never know you are mad because being mad is NOT the slightest bit like being drunk, in which you are still aware of your self and state, as most people and even psychiatrists think and assume. You can be slightly drunk or very drunk but you are either fully and really mad or not. There is no such thing as being slightly mad. Being mad is not a dimmed awareness of self and reality like being drunk. Being mad means you [suddenly] have a new [and false] INTERPRETATION of reality, in which you still accurately remember your Pythagoras Theorem or what you did years ago but EVERYTHING IS SUBSUMED INTO A NEW [FALSE] REALITY but which you think is real. Since all your memories are intact, like solving a math problem or what you did years ago -- these remain accurate -- it is the INTERPRETATION of reality that is wrong. But you won't know your reality is wrong because you are mad.
Date: Thu, May 7, 2009 at 5:58 PM
Subject: "Police are fundamentally honest" ??? ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha!!!!!!!!!
RH: If I may add, many of you may have read my court transcript by now. The HDB security men LIED in court under oath committing perjury. When asked pointedly and probably promptedly, the HDB security men lied that "He charged at us." when I clearly did no such thing. The prosecutor had asked why they had already arrested me but needed to call a police inspector, an Indian officer, to bang on my door in the middle of the night to ask us to open up and then came in to arrest me. The truth is, when the HDB security men arrested me, they were in plainclothes and I was angry. So I [probably] snatched my big wire-cutters [like grass cutting shears] from their hand, took out my key and opened the door and went in, locking it behind me. My anger was so apparent they must have been quite intimidated because I made no attempt to hide or run away. Instead, I was quite calm and shouted at them why they were doing it all, to me. Then, I took back the wire-cutters and went back into my flat. There were about 5 of them, so I couldn't have been violent or even aggressive. They were quite inexperienced at arresting people. However, someone, probably the police, prosecutor, etc, must have coached them what to say, and the prosecutor what to ask. I thought it was irrelevant but maybe not to the police. They probably had to explain why, if I was caught 'red handed', then why did they need a police officer of inspector rank to arrest me in my home? Embarrassing. So they lied. All of them. They said I "charged at them" so that was why they let me take out my key, opened the door, went in and locked the door behind me while they stood stupidly outside watching. So they lied. I was so nonplussed at their deliberate coordinated lies that I did not shout out in court that they were lying, since it was not my turn to cross examine and I didn't know the court procedure except what I know from tv. So, I let the lie stand. In any case, it is not important. I was then scared about the 3 mandatory strokes of the cane I would inevitably get, since I was going to be convicted, and some jail time, too. I didn't know I was mad then and that I would be found Not Guilty, Unsound Mind. That never occurred to me as a defence since I didn't know I was mad. Shortly after the trial, I was put in a police van and driven to Woodbridge Hospital, now called IMH. I refused all medication and 4-5 fellow patients inmates pinned me to the floor, held me down, while the male nurse forced tablets into my mouth and poured a cup of water to wash them down. I spat them all out. The inmates then forced and pinned me to a bed while the senior male nurse filled a huge syringe [probably to intimidate us all] but with an ordinary size needle, with a sedative and injected me on the buttock, warning me not to struggle or the needle might break. He also threatened to withhold my nightly Ventolin tablet for my asthma if I don't eat the anti-psychotics. So I duly daily took them. During the first month, I still believed it was all a govt conspiracy to put me in a mental asylum. By the second month, I began to doubt if I might not be mistaken and I might be mad. By the third month, I was sure I had been mad and was now thinking normally. But we court-ordered inmates are not allowed out from hostpital -- some stay years -- so easily so I had to wait to be recommended for the Visitors Board, around my fourth month. The Visitors Board of 3 persons consisted of the Hospital Director, and 2 others, probably prominent outsiders. I was interviewed by them. They recommended release and so after about 4 months, I went home. I then, unlike when mad, applied for a job and got it within a week or so, in EAM Advertising, and have been well since, except for a relapse [probably only one] when Dr CHEE Kuan Tsee thought I was doing so well he took me off the tablets. After about 4 months or so, I was then in Batey Ads, typing away on my typewriter on an ad, one day, when a sudden 'shift in perspective' or interpretation of reality happened. One moment, I was typing away normally, next moment, I 'suddenly realised' that it was all a false reality, an artificial set up to keep me typing away every day, not real. I then typed a resignation letter, short but quite mad in which I wrote that "I give up. I am not playing the game any more. I resign." And gave it to the General Manager C K Teng. I then walked out and probably wandered about, wrapt in my new reality. He called my wife since he like everybody knew about my past mental illness and told her that if I am not feeling well, take a break and come back when ready. This relapse, while I am again very sure I am now in the true and correct reality, I must have somehow had some doubts this time. After all, the last time I was mad, I was pretty sure I was not, too. Somehow, I took a taxi to Woodbridge and asked to see Dr CHEE. Fortunately, he was in and saw me, without an appointment. I don't know what I said but he gave me an injection and a bag of tablets. Soon, I was back at work in Bateys. C K Teng called me to his office, asked if I was back and tore up my resignation letter, saying he would treat it as never happened. And I was [mostly?] well since but have never stopped eating tablets. Some years on, I developed a head-turning side effect that further made me a freak. My head kept involuntarily twisting to the left so each time I hit a key on the typewriter, my head would swing left about 45 degrees and I would have to force my head back to look at the paper then hit the next key. Since I type fast, my head thus kept turning left-front, left-front, with every keystroke. Quite a sight. When not typing, by putting my right fingers under my chin, I could keep looking straight somewhat except my head would tend to be slightly inclined one side. Some of my old photos may have captured this. This was probably caused by my Orap 1 mg tablet daily for many years [but not prescribed any antidote which may explain why I developed this side effect]. In short, do not believe that our police, prosecutors or even judges can be trusted. Not when LIE KY has seen to it that every single important institution in the country is corrupted to his agendas and his interests. Any one who criticises him or opposes him is ruthlessly slandered, wronged and criminally punished. Doing so brings you promotions and riches.
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01 May 2009
NOT GUILTY BUT TORTURED + DEGRADED 15 YEARS FOR PUBLICITY + FUN
RH: Since you Cowardly Chickens refuse to charge me, I hereby very briefly summarise my defence :
1. It happened 30 years ago, in 1979 -- nobody died or was even hospitalised. Unlike Westerners, we Asians, especially Chinese, are not violent people
2. A domestic affair between husband and wife
3. I was certified mad then, recovered through medication in IMH, and then after stopping medication for ~4 months, had a relapse, and recovered again after an injection and put back onto medication. Each time I was mad, I TOTALLY DID NOT KNOW I WAS MAD and fully believed I was normal
4. A full court trial had already in 1979 found me Not Guilty, Unsound Mind, although watching me conducting self defence, you wouldn't know I was mad then -- read court transcript. When sent to IMH, I initially forcefully refused all medication until injected and threat to withhold my asthma medicine
5. The laws and police/legal procedures cannot be so stupid as to aver that, cut wires = mad but cut neck = not mad but sane and therefore guilty, when these happened at the same time in the same mental condition
Why are you all so Cowardly Chickens? We have all seen how the kangaroo courts, prosecution, witnesses and judges operate, meaning that I will be kept on a very tight leash and cannot testify about LIE KY LHL WKS elections riggings, or American, British and LIE KY LHL WKS tortures of me and family over 15 years because the prosecution and judge will jump up to shut me up as "Irrelevant!" so why so Cowardly Chickens? Charge me!
The real reasons are that the moment you sit down and try to frame the charges, you realise how stupid and unlegal it all looks. Try it! It will be an interesting exercise. You cannot frame the charges in words without looking political, stupid and unlegal. This is why I will never have my day in court, but I am still hoping...
You all have sensationally in thousands of innuendoes and allusions enveloping me totally, accused me of everything from murder to terrorism and have created an entire world and national industry based on those lies. An entire genre in itself. But I am winning, painfully slowly, but at long last, winning, as the Truths begin to take hold in the minds of the world.
But I also know you will continue forever purely to avoid losing face by stopping. As long as you continue business as usual, many of the stupid or not following closely, will still think you have a case. At this stage, it is all about EGO. In the end, it is always about your EGOs, for which I and my family will continue to suffer.
From the very beginning 15 years ago, it was never about justice but PUBLICITY for LIE KY, who, by criminally torturing me many times daily, got to speak to Presidents and PMs like Clinton, Bush and Blair, plus entertain a stream of VIPs and world conventions. While the Americans got the huge ENTERTAINMENT of a royal command performace which they and LIE KY jointly had so much fun 'directing' like a movie director -- the world's first torture reality show, better than any on tv because our sufferings are real. In the process of violating our privacy totally, 'televising' us 24/7, they also had the fun of 'target practice' shooting, vandalising light bulbs, fridge, washing machines, computers, dvd players, our car's various parts, aircons, wlan routers, flooded ceiling collapse, etc, about S$10,000 worth of damage. While mentally and psychologically, they toyed with my mind, delighting especially at creating and causing conditioned fear responses using loud motorcycles revving past, car honkings at me at home, a whole amateur pantomime performance 'messaging' at me to cause more discomfort and distress, especially the foul words directed at me whenever I go out, creating a 24/7 day and night all-surround HOSTILE atmosphere of unending stress that totally traumatised me, until I decided to literally fight to the death, after which I stopped fearing and the mental stress reduced but not the physical sleep deprivation, constipation attacks and other physical indignities, which not even the most resistant mental fortitude can lessen. To make me feel guilty and give up, they also criminally attacked my son and little niece, with lab-cultivated very virulent flu viruses that made us 3 sick for weeks, plus constipation and stomach pain attacks. Death and injury threats to my son are so common I have stopped fearing them. 15 full years of daily CRIMINAL attacks of every kind their imagination and entertainment could conjure, operating several shifts a day in the flat above mine, and following me everywhere I go, even overseas, a small industry in itself, all dedicated to create a permanent, unending HOSTILE atmosphere from which I cannot escape because I am watched like a lab rat 24/7 hostilely, with not a single word of sympathy from anybody, even today. All alone, all isolated, criminally attacked all the time, even when I sleep in my bed. I should have gone mad again, if not for my daily anti-psychotic medications.
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Date: Tue, May 19, 2009 at 10:37 PM
Subject: Fwd: RH log 27 Apr 07; more hours of pain in arm sleep deprivation than before; more constipation attacks; medicines criminally altered
Date: Mon, May 18, 2009 at 10:36 AM
Subject: RH log 27 Apr 07; more hours of pain in arm sleep deprivation than before; more constipation attacks; medicines criminally altered
RH: Why the British are a nation of prostitutes to the Americans, personified by BLAIR's prostitution of his entire military, diplomatic, manpower, services to serve the almighty Americans in Iraq, personified by BUSH, who rewarded BLAIR with personal honours. Since the entire nation of Britain went along, Britain is a nation of prostitutes to America.
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RH: It is now 0249am in the night of Sat morning 28 Apr 07. I had not wanted to continue this update but the American and LKY geniuses have again continued their sleep deprivation attack preventing me from falling asleep until now so I have to continue my update. These geniuses keep fucking up their own agendas. Time and again, I would feel conciliatory sometimes and maybe would have negotiated if approached officially and respectfully but each time, they would continue fucking around with my brain or my sense of self esteem and this would harden my resolve and redouble my determination to continue no matter what. They sure know how to screw up their own interests. I have sworn never, ever to respond to criminal intimidation or threats or any degree of pain and sleep deprivation. That means that no amount of stupid pantomine or sending me indirect signals will work. I have long cultivated the mental ability to quickly forget any pantomine or signal quickly after seeing it, so no amount of mini cars on the road, or convertibles, or sports cars, or special licence plates numbers and letters; letterings and signages on trucks, buses, vans, etc, even remain in my consciousness after a few seconds. So all this effort is not only unbecoming of govts but totally STUPID, like Bush, even Clinton, even LKY.
But the truth is, by now, the whole phenomenon has become self-sustaining, with tens of thousands of people around the world, including most world leaders and other important people, in the know, in this little conspiracy. SO THE ELABORATELY STAGED AND ARRANGED PANTOMINE AND SIGNALS ARE NOT SO MUCH FOR ME NOWADAYS AS FOR THE WATCHING AUDIENCE OF TENS OF THOUSANDS OF CONSPIRATORS. IT IS LIKE THE GROUP MASTURBATION OFTEN DONE IN THE MEN'S WARDS IN IMH. SEVERAL INMATES WOULD SQUEEZE INTO THE TINY TOILET CUBICLE, PULL DOWN THEIR SHORTS, PULL OUT THEIR PENISES, STAND AROUND THE TOILET BOWL, TRY TO GET EXCITED SEEING EACH OTHER'S PENISES, THEN MASTURBATE. IN OTHER WORDS, THE AMERICANS, LKY, AND THEIR HIRELINGS, ARE ALL PERFORMING FOR EACH OTHER, LIKE IN GROUP MASTURBATION. FOR EXAMPLE, WHEN THE FT RECENTLY WROTE A HEADLINE ABOUT KILLERS, SO INAPPROPRIATE AND UNPROFESSIONAL AND TOTALLY OUT OF CHARACTER FOR A RESPECTABLE PAPER, [ALMOST A NEIL FRENCH TYPE OF WASTING MONEY] IT WAS TO THE THOUSANDS OF READERS WHO ARE PART OF THE CONSPIRACY AND WOULD THEREFORE KNOW THE HIDDEN MEANING AND REFERENCE. GROUP MASTURBATION. WHEN LKY GETS RESIDENTS LIVING IN MY BLOCK TO PUSH PRAMS IN MY SIGHT, IT IS NOT SO MUCH FOR ME AS FOR THE CAMERAS TO RELAY IT TO THE THOUSANDS AROUND THE WORLD AVIDLY WATCHING. GROUP MASTURBATION. I ONCE WAS THE CENTRE OF THIS INTENSE PHYSICAL AND MENTAL MANIPULATION, BUT NOW SERVE AS JUST AN EXCUSE TO PUT ON AN ELABORATE SHOW FOR THE CAMERAS AND WATCHING AUDIENCE. GROUP MASTURBATION. IT IS ALL ABOUT PUBLICITY, TRYING TO BE CLEVER, TRYING TO PLAY HOLLYWOOD DIRECTOR, TRYING TO ORCHESTRATE A SHOW FOR THE ENTERTAINMENT OF THOUSANDS. EVERY AMERICAN PRESIDENT WOULD HAVE TRIED TO BE A HOLLYWOOD DIRECTOR IF HE HAD THE SLIGHTEST TALENT. HENCE, THIS CONTINUING SAGA OF GROUP MASTURBATION.
But the pain inflicted on me is real, not playacting. The sleep deprivation is real and designed to enervate and render me mentally and physically tired and depressed. After every bout of sleep deprivation lasting more than an hour or so, my urine turns dark brown, probably from the stress. For years, my urine had been a permanent dark brown but I had not noticed it until my wife pointed it out. Probably stress hormones like cortisol. Then when I developed inguinal hernia, probably from straining at stools in their constipation attacks, they let up a bit and my urine turned colourless. Nowadays, they have again increased their attacks and my urine nowadays is mostly brown again. I think public opinion is turning against them and they have to lie about the severity of their torture, probably saying, "Oh, it's just a wake up call".
I am not the only one attacked. My son has been attacked for years, with stomach pains requiring visits to the doctor, virulent flu viruses put into his food or drink resulting in an extremely damaging bout of coughing flu and even pharyngitis that made his throat very sore requiring antibiotics. Once, he was radiated in the brain until he felt dizzy and his head was spinning. This was often done to me too, over the years. Once, they even made my head spin inside my car in the UK, the attack carried out from the car behind me with 2 Whites. My son was attacked many, many times during his school days and even when doing his national service in the army. When you are totally unsuspecting and innocent, it is so easy for the political commissar in the camp to slip a packet of flu viruses into your army water bottle. The ISD has perfected the cultivation of these potent viruses for use against me, my son and my niece. It is kind of like a simulation exercise when they would assassinate someone with a vicious virus. The ISD once shot me in the back with a simulated weapon when I was walking from my son's school, Bukit View Primary, and when I looked, there seemed to be no vehicle or hiding places around nearby. When I reached home and took off my t-shirt, I found a red stain where I was shot. They were using me for target practice. Another fun show for the watching audience. Once, the flu fed to me was so bad I lost my voice and the doctor told me to be careful in case it developed into serious pneumonia. Most times, the flu viruses fed me make me cough for more than a month, deep, phlegmy coughs that produce thick, yellow-green phlegm. I would need to see the doctor 3 times usually, before I recover, since each bottle of cough mixture cannot last through. My niece also suffered flu attacks. Probably put there by some teacher or the school police. She had also suffered constipation so bad she cried in school and when I took her home. Once she fell down the stairs in school, probably shot out of consciousness by the ISD for a split second, like they have done to me, so she fell down the stairs. LKY, the Americans and their watching audience enjoy seeing pain inflicted on innocent people. The ISD enjoy inventing criminal attacks on innocent children and me. Singaporeans approve of all these. So do Americans, but since they are not civilised, they don't count. They are animals basically. Only animals would hurt for the sake of hurting. At least, LKY does all this for SELF-AGGRANDISEMENT, which means he is the only one getting the most out of all this. Real value. Real worth. Palpable gains that are worth in real economics BILLIONS OF DOLLARS. The stupid Americans get nothing except fun. And for this fun, they have lost the world. They have lost their moral authority. They have lost any respect they once had. They leave the world aghast at their animality. The Europeans are quietly sniggering at their stupidity. The Chinese are quietly laughing at how unserious the Americans are in battling for world leadership, choosing fun and games over serious contention. The Arab world quietly rejoice at the way the Americans are damaging their reputation by torturing me and my family. Thus, the Americans get nothing except fun out of all this. For this fun, they lose the world.
I sometimes drive in Singapore, so sleep deprivation can cause me a serious car accident. In fact, overdosing me may also cause me a car accident due to stiff neck unable to turn to watch traffic. Long term overdosing will cause my head to keep turning involuntarily to the left, like happened before, untreatable by almost all psychiatrists. If I again suffer this head turning side effect, I may not be able to drive, or it would be dangerous for me to drive because my head would keep turning to the left. Sleep deprivation was worse when my wife, son and I were living in the UK. Then, the sleep deprivation got so bad because basically there it was planned and orchestrated by the Americans and British govts, with LKY reduced to trying to act with the Big Boys, and the Americans and British really don't give a damn for our health and safety and went to callous extremes. I got so sleepy that once, on our fortnightly trip to visit our son in Shrewsbury, I dozed off at the wheel while driving at over 100 mph, not kmph, on the expressway. The car veered to the left, I quickly woke and straightened the wheel. We could all have been killed. Over 100 mph crash is like jumping down from 30 storeys. That's the impact on the bodies. My family could have been wiped out. All so that the Americans could have some fun. And the British could suck up to their American masters. Oh, Tony Blair even took a personal attack at me on tv. The British behaved exactly like LKY in Singapore, proving that big countries are no better behaved or civilised as small countries led by despots. Everywhere I went in Britain, the UK govt sent men to harass me. Once, they sent 2 agents, fit, young men, probably with holstered guns since both wore jackets even though the weather was not cold. They taunted me by imitating my voice in a high pitch and when I scolded them, they prepared to beat me up, maybe even shooting my kneecap probably. Goodness knows whose orders or what they were allowed to do. After Abu Ghraib, nobody is under any illusion that the Americans, or the British, hold any national's life as precious or sacrosanct. That the sleep deprivation in the UK continued unabated even after my near sleep at the wheel disaster, proves that the Americans, nor the British, care very much about our lives. They knew it because everything was recorded. My car there, like my car here in Singapore, is totally rigged out with several hidden cameras and microphones, as well as tailing transmitters. Usually, if I remember, when side effect occurs, it means that the psychosis and the medication are not evenly balanced and that the medicine is excessive. So stop fucking around with my equilibrium. I have been fine for more than the last 15 years, non-psychotic. The fact that my psychiatrist of several decades has been misdiagnosing me all these more than the last 15 years proves that even top, professor psychiatrists don't know much. Mental illness is not like a physical disease where an x-ray or an ultrasound or a palpation can quickly diagnose the disease and the severity of the condition. There is no test to tell if a person is mentally ill. You can barely tell by the only method practical and that is to interview him. In the last more than 15 years, I have been well but diagnosed wrongly as being still somewhat mentally ill. By a professor emeritus psychiatrist with many decades of experience. While medicine has advanced greatly, the medication and understanding of mental illness is far backward. Even recently, a study found that the so-called new generation mental illness medication are no better than the old ones used decades ago. There has been little progress in understanding or medication.
And so the show goes on. Every day, I am surrounded totally by hostility. In the nights, I am sleep deprived and this is rubbed in into me by revving motorcycles, sometimes also by bangs on my ceilings or the water hammer noise in my water pipes in the bathroom. In the day, there are often taps and bangs on my ceilings at strategic moments, when they want to draw my attention to a line or phrase I am reading in the newspaper, magazine or internet on my pc -- yes, they read everything I read and know from scanning my eyes, which line in the page I am reading. They even stupidly pre-read every English subtitle in the Channel 55 Hongkong serials I watch every night with my wife and mother in law so that when a particular subtitle appears, they would signal me by honking loudly once or sometimes twice, or more. These are the acts of govts! These stupidities are actually discussed, planned, assiduously carried out and kept up over nearly a decade! What they hope to achieve I don't know or care. I trust nothing. They are full of tricks and deception. For example, for more than a decade, they tried, by carefully planting clues in newspapers, tv, advertisements, internet, etc, to give me the impression that my wife had committed adultery or that she had kissed other men before me. The Americans played this game. The British played this game. The Singaporeans played this game. Many others also played this game. AND THESE ARE ENCOURAGED, INSTIGATED, EGGED ON BY GOVTS! HAVE THE WORLD GONE STARK, RAVING MAD! AREN'T THERE MORE SERIOUS PROBLEMS TO SOLVE AND CITIZENS TO HELP? IS POLITICS SO BORING AND POWER SO CORRUPTING THAT TIME, EFFORT, MONEY AND VALUABLE RESOURCES BE DIVERTED FROM LEGITIMATE PURPOSES TO TRY TO FOOL ME THAT MY WIFE WAS UNFAITHFUL? AND ALL THE OTHER SIGNALS AND MESSAGES THAT ARE OFTEN CONTRADICTORY AND VAGUE? WHAT ON EARTH COULD BE ACHIEVED BY ALL THESE INDIRECT MESSAGES, STUPID PANTOMINES AND SILLY ACTING? WOULD I OBEY SUCH STUPID VAGUE MESSAGES? I HAVE NOT FOR AT LEAST A DECADE AND I WILL NOT IN FUTURE.
But as I have explained, the whole charade circus show has gone beyond me. Now, and for long, it is all Group Masturbation. They are all putting on shows purely for each other to enjoy. They stimulate each other to orgasm by watching each other masturbating. I am no longer relevant.
The closest they came to giving me a direct message was when I was driving my wife to work in the UK. Twice, a totally covered up suited motorcyclist wearing boots kicked our car when we stopped at a red light. It was just criminal intimidation and minor vandalism.
But other vandalism back in Singapore cost me plenty. Not content with surrounding me with hostile messages and bangings and honkings day and night, the Americans and LKY took great delight in vandalising my possessions. They have damaged beyond repair my DVD player forcing me to buy a new one, remote control, a computer in UK forcing me to replace the hard disk, very costly in UK, hacked into every computer I ever owned and harassed me by doing tricks with their hacking, from popping up fake error messages to slowing down my pc until it was excruciatingly slow, hanging, freezing, deleting a section of my internet email containing Goh Chok Tong jokes, for months now, making 2 copies appear when I copy and paste blogs into my gmail, sometimes even 3 copies, forcing me to waste time manually deleting the extra copies, bouncing back all my sent emails, all 60 or so of them, so I never know if any, part or all of my emails circulars ever reach their receipients.
Other vandalism attacks include leaking the coolant gas in my aircon compressors so that my aircons become not cool requiring me to pay for servicing and coolant gas top up requiring an appointment and visit from the aircon company this happening about 10 times until the aircon company thought my pipes were holed and wanted to do an expensive pressure test. My car tyres were punctured several times while parked in my condo car park, requiring time wasting tyre change and repairs. Once, a circular saw hole cutter was left upturned in my car's path just after the Alexandra Exit of the AYE and both of my left tyres were shredded, the front burst immediately and I had to replace and buy a new tyre costing quite a sum. The rear tyre, changed to the front, burst shortly after and again, I had to change and buy a new one costing quite a sum. Not to mention the inconvenience.
For years, LKY had his ISD agents put 'bird shit' on my car. When we moved into Guilin View condo, this continued, even though our car park is patrolled by security guards. Once, the shit smeared was so big it was bigger than a man's palm and I had to wash it all off as it would be unfair to my maid to do it. GOVTS PLAYING WITH SHIT! AND ENJOYING IT! BURSTING MY CAR TYRES WITH A SHARP CIRCULAR SAW HOLE CUTTER! GOVTS!
The Americans are so powerful [well, now they are not so powerful after losing their moral authority but Bush is too stupid to realise this] that they 'persuaded' every other govt to allow them to continue their sleep deprivation and other attacks even when I am holidaying in a third country. Even on the plane, the Americans installed their briefcase sized electronics equipment over my head, made sure I am seated directly under that equipment on my ceiling and operated it remotely to jerk me awake as usual when I nod off on the plane. So fun! So satisfying! So edifying! So govt-like! So worthwhile! In hotels, the same. The Americans arrange for my family to take a particular room while they take the room above and install their equipment their to continue their sleep deprivation and banging on the ceiling attacks. LKY does not have this clout so the most he can do is to arrange for a kid to sit behind me on the plane and kick my seat hard and keep kicking, until once my wife annoyed, asked him to stop. Wherever we holiday, the whole circus show followed and the sleep deprivation continued in every country we have holidayed in the past 15 years. The Americans take their games seriously and spare no effort or monies to keep playing, even when the whole point is lost and the whole game has degenerated into an openly vicious, bullying, nasty, stinking, counterproductive backfire.
Why is it a backfire? Surely, nothing can stop the Americans? Well, I believe that every human being has evolved a deeply ingrained sense of justice and fair play. For most of mankind's history, man has lived with many siblings. If a parent is unjust or unfair and favours one sibling over other/s, then the very survival of the disfavoured sibling/s are in question, given the early primitive conditions. Thus, for survival, every sibling tries to ensure justice and fair play because the only way for ALL the siblings to survive is for there to be justice and fair play in the family. The favoured one may gain more at first, but if the other siblings take revenge, from simple ostracising to fighting over the food or toy, then the whole household suffers so eventually, everyone realises that justice and fair play is best. I seem to remember an experiment that shows that even primates have a sense of justice and fair play. When primates are rewarded with a fruit for a work, the pair diligently work for their fruit. But then, when one has to work while the other is given the fruit without doing any work, the other goes into a pique and refuses its own fruit in protest. So, even primates may have evolved a sense of justice and fair play. In every culture, there is a systematised form of reward and punishment roughly based on justice and fair play. We all love to watch the baddies [in our case, Clinton, Bush and LKY] in films, spoken and written stories, tv serials, etc, get their comeuppance. We rejoice when our heroes in novels, films, tv, etc, win and are delighted when the villains that have been giving the heroes a bad time get punished. This is the entire basis of all stories, the fundamentals of the tv and movie industries. And it is deeply ingrained in each and every human being and maybe even non human beings.
Thus, the Americans were powerful enough to ask the French govt to shut and cordon off the Eiffel Tower when we were there to prevent us visiting it. But the world, with its sense of justice and fair play, were watching. Thus, history is on my side. I am the hero, the good guy and the Americans and LKY, the bad guys villains who have been giving me and my family a bad time. That is why I fight till the end, no giving in. No serving of criminal despots either. That is why I will never respond to signals, indirect messages, etc, or ridiculous pantomines. Anyway, these are not for me. They are Group Masturbation.
There is much more to my story than just these and my numerous arrests by LKY takes too long to tell so for these, please read my blog containing Martyn SEE's interview with me. My blog is "I came, I saw, I solved it" but the interview is contained in my other blog, "I came, I saw, I wrote it", which you can access through the first blog.
I had hopes of using that blog to gift the world some of my ideas but maybe I will wait 15 years first, since they have made me wait 15 years. Justice and fair play again. It's there in all of us, and maybe every living creature.
Robert HO
28 Apr 07 0552 [May be continued]
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RH: Here is an update on the 15 year torture-entertainment-publicity campaign by the Americans and LKY. The Americans do it for fun, because their idea of fun is to torture others, especially non-Whites and therefore not deserving of human rights, which they only pay lip service to anyway [Abu Ghraib is typical of American thinking, behaviour and ethics]. Those of you who are new to my case may well ask, "What have the AMERICANS to do with you? You are not even an American or an American enemy! For God's sake, the AMERICANS have absolutely nothing to do with you!
And right you are. I have absolutely nothing to do with the Americans nor they with me. It so happens that a Briton by the name of Neil French made it such an art to spend his clients' advertising monies, [not cheap], into disguised verbal attacks on me, that he aroused the pique and interest of the entire world, first the advertising world, then the closely related journalistic publishing world, which then led to the political world since journalists in the West often hobnob with even top politicians unlike in Singapore where they are dogs to be used and despised by LKY.
So when the American political and journalistic establishment [later, even Hollywood], got interested, things became a nightmare for me and my family far beyond Neil French's wildest dreams -- BECAUSE BILL CLINTON MADE THE EXECUTIVE DECISION TO SPEND AMERICAN TAXPAYERS' MONIES, MEN, EQUIPMENT AND OTHER RESOURCES, TO TOTALLY INVADE ME AND MY FAMILY'S PRIVACY ABSOLUTELY AND TOTALLY, SPARING NO EFFORT OR RESOURCES. ME AND MY FAMILY BECAME 'TELEVISED' 24 HOURS A DAY, EVERY MOMENT WAKING OR ASLEEP, EVERY WORD SPOKEN OR WRITTEN ON PAPER, HANDPHONE OR COMPUTER, EVERY FACIAL SLIGHTEST CHANGE NOTED, EVERY EXTRA HEARTBEAT RECORDED, EVERY EMOTION CAUGHT ON SOPHISTICATED EQUIPMENT SO WE COULD NOT EVEN LIE OR FEEL ANY EMOTION WITHOUT THEM RECORDING AND NOTING IT. IN SHORT, THEY KNOW EVERY ONE OF MY FAMILY NOW BETTER THAN WE KNOW OURSELVES. ALMOST.
Clinton later admitted in interview that he "did it because he could". In other words, very American. That is, bullying is not a moral or ethical issue if the victim could not hit back and you can "do it simply because you can". He never bothered to undo the horrendous nightmare for my entire families or even try, beyond the pious admission in interview. Just words. No intention of action, even now. Also, very American. Clinton presided over this nightmare for TWO WHOLE TERMS AND EXIT THE PRESIDENCY WITHOUT BOTHERING TO EVEN TRY TO UNDO WHAT HE WROUGHT.
Then Bush came. Determined to complete 2 terms without admitting the whole of America had conspired to commit such unmentionable evil on a helpless and innocent family half a world away. Bush is intellectually challenged so cannot be compared with Clinton who has no intellectual block to seeing that this whole thing is preposterously evil and unbelievably vicious and nasty. Where Bush is too dim to realise anything on ethics, and his religiosity biases him against any non-Christian non-White, ESPECIALLY A CHINESE, now the worry of the Americans, never mind that I am not much of a Chinese except in appearance, not even speaking Chinese well [I think in English]. Besides, Bush didn't start this torture-for-fun campaign. Clinton did. So why should Bush stop it? Just continue bankrolling the campaign and throw the usual resources into the campaign and sit back and enjoy this made-in-America pseudo-Hollywood production, for the first time, MADE BY POLITICIANS.
Unlike we creative types, people like Clinton, Bush and LKY, who have never done anything remotely clever all their lives, or artistic, think hugely of this vicious and vile torture and harassment campaign. They actually think they are being clever! Even artistic! How pathetic. Non creative types don't understand this. They just don't get it. Plainly, this is simple torture and harassment. Against a helpless man and his family who cannot fight back. Bullying plain and simple. "Because we can". Yet they actually believe, honestly, that they are being clever and even artistic or witty. Worse, their hirelings, equally uncreative and inartistic and totally lacking in wit or cleverness, stodgy types, stupidly follow along and try their best to invent more vicious ways of inflicting pain and humiliation on me, even deliberately bringing my family into play.
They even call it a "game". Now, a game, by definition, is played ACCORDING TO DEFINED RULES. BOTH OPPONENTS MUST HAVE EQUAL CHANCES OF WINNING. BOTH OPPONENTS MUST HAVE EQUAL RESOURCES, SUCH AS PLAYERS. RULES ARE ENFORCED BY AN INDEPENDENT UMPIRE OR REFEREE. BOTH SIDES WILLINGLY ENTER INTO THE CONTEST.
In this totally unfair, vicious campaign of torture, not a game, I am watched 24 hours a day. They not only know what I am going to do, but watch my wife, son, sister, in-laws, etc, so they know what my family will do -- even before I do. And because my family is deliberately kept in the dark on this campaign, they do not take precautions or even watch what they say or do, thus they are in great danger of endangering their lives, reputations and happiness by not knowing that they are being watched 24 hours a day. Thus, they are also attacked without being able to be careful or watch what they say or do. This is criminal, not just vicious. Attacking my family members to further hurt me. Even innocent schoolkid fun is turned into sinister lapses of character and evil intentions and the whole unethical, immoral, circus conspiracy plays everything up without regard to the truth or my feelings. Thus, my family are conspired against even by friends and colleagues, leading to an abnormal life. We all need privacy to live normal lives. When our privacy is totally invaded, and entire govts instigate, egg on attacks, and even lead by example in indulging in personal attacks as well, we, the victims at the centre of this bullying, cannot live normal lives. Even my son's friends and teachers are, at the very least, kept off, from him, and prevented from normal interactions with him. My son may not get a good job or keep it or rise normally, or even have real friends, due to this vicious invasion of his privacy. If he turns out to be a loner, it may be because from the age of kindergarten, he was already viciously gossiped at and the American and Singapore govts take the lead to encourage ostracisation of him. My wife had worked about 2 decades before this vicious campaign began and so had managed to establish a career and reputation before this nightmare began. My son is not so lucky. Our lives are all distorted, for the worse, far worse, by this vicious campaign.
That there is nothing remotely clever is seen by this brief recount of what happened in the last 15 years: most of all, sleep deprivation on me. Every night, without fail, I would be awakened several times, sometimes kept awake for hours. It is painful to lie in bed prevented from sleeping, when the whole world is asleep peacefully, getting much needed rest. It is painful to lie awake in bed tossing and turning KNOWING THAT YOU DON'T HAVE A MEDICAL CONDITION, THAT YOU COULD EASILY FALL ASLEEP BUT THAT EVIL CRIMINALS ARE ABUSING THEIR TECHNOLOGY EQUIPMENT TO BEAM RADIATION INTO YOUR BRAIN SO AS TO PREVENT YOU FROM SLEEPING, THAT ALL THIS IS DONE TO HURT YOU AND THAT ALL THIS IS DONE SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU CANNOT FIGHT BACK OR EVEN TELL THE WORLD OR YOUR FAMILY OR SEEK SYMPATHY BECAUSE THE MAJORITY OF THE WORLD STUPIDLY GO ALONG IN THE BELIEF THAT 'IF THE ALMIGHTY AMERICANS ARE DOING THIS, THEN IT MUST BE RIGHT BECAUSE THE ALMIGHT AMERICANS ARE SO FAMOUS FOR DEMOCRACY, RULE OF LAW AND HUMAN RIGHTS THAT, IF THEY ARE DOING THIS, THEN IT MUST BE RIGHT'.
I hate Clinton, Bush and the Americans because without them, LKY would never have been able to justify this vicious campaign. LKY is just a small time, election-rigging despot whom nobody respects. But the Americans are different. For so long, the rest of the world have admired the Americans for their democracy, rule of law, human rights and even moral rectitude. Until the Americans and LKY did this to me, I, like everybody else, also had this impression. Most people around the world do. So when the Americans conspired with LKY to perpetrate this vicious campaign, especially during Clinton's 2 terms, the whole world went along. "It must be right, if the Americans are doing it." In other words, if the Americans did not go along, this campaign would have been impossible.
Then Bush came. The American voters deserved what they chose. Twice. Bush invaded Iraq, committed Abu Ghraib, and slowly, the image of America began to unravel and the Coalition of the Willing began to disappear. Today, the moral authority of America is about zero and my victimisation becomes clearer. Today, it is no longer possible to say that, "Oh, if the Americans do it, it must be right". Doubt has crept in. After all, America did invade Iraq, killing hundreds of thousands, ruining a once-functioning country, FOR ITS OIL. Not democracy. Not rule of law. Not human rights. BUT TO STEAL OIL. Just like any Third World country. With ethics and morals to match. Now, the world is slowly, yes, slowly, because these mindset changes take time, beginning to see America as just another country, maybe even with Third World morals, ethics and politics. Just more powerful economically and militarily, that's all. But Third World, essentially. Oh, they still make nice movies like Spiderman, and they are good with the Internet, but the American govt could be Third World if a President like Bush can rule for 2 terms. Perhaps, it is true that American govts and public life is shit and it is the American private sector that leads the best in America.
So, in order to increase the pain of lying awake for hours at night when the whole world is asleep, knowing that you are being kept awake by evil men beaming radiation deliberately into your brain to prevent you from blissful sleep, they increase the pain by revving loud motorcycles in the middle of the night past your window, to rub in the fact that they are doing this to you and there is nothing you can do about it, that they can. They actually think this revving of motorcycles is very clever. Even macho. Not stupid and unbecoming of govts. They actually think this is clever.
Before all this STUPIDITY happened, I always thought govts were comprised of careful, rational men and women, who mostly did their best for the voters who elected them and put them in positions of responsibility and respectability. Now I know that power corrupts totally and that, once in power, politicians seek only to fix their opponents and enemies, never mind the methods, and in the case of LKY, rig elections so as to enrich himself and his family and cronies to unimaginable heights. It is all about doing things to people who cannot defend themselves against you, SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU CAN. Ethics, morals, right and wrong have no place in a leader, even a world leader. Or govt.
The revving of the motorcycles went on for years, even at all times of the day. Not just to reinforce my pain during sleep deprivation. At one time, it became so traumatic just to hear a motorcycle revving loudly that my hearbeat went up and I swallowed saliva involuntarily every time it happened. And they knew it, from their monitoring equipment, the fear I felt and so kept it up.
But even that did not seem so clever and artistic after a while. We are talking about 15 years after all. So they tried many other ways to amuse themselves. They beamed radiation into my genitals to make my penis go soft during sex. It was fun and clever. And so amusing and entertaining to the watching audience. Many Americans and much of the world is watching all these. So the American govt actually invented this Reality Show and with it, entertained numerous Americans and much of the world. Most of the world didn't know the American equipment could do all these, so it was quite entertaining.
Then, to be more vicious and nasty, diarrhoea and constipation attacks. In the diarrhoea attacks in Singapore and UK, they tried to force me to shit into my pants. It was only by superhuman effort that I managed to hold it back and run to a toilet before nearly soiling my pants. In the even more numerous attacks of constipation, mostly at home necessarily, they would beam radiation into my bowels to harden my stools so much that when I finally try to evacuate my bowels, the hardened faeces would break blood vessels lining my anus and blood would drip into the toilet bowl, turning it crimson. It is painful. Another variation is not to harden the stools but to prevent the usual urge to evacuate. I am normally regular, going in the mornings. When they attack my bowels this way, I would feel no urge for a day or two, or until they relent. They can make me shit any time they like.
Of course, all these expensive and sophisticated equipment is not designed just for constipation, diarrhoea or penile erection attacks, they are designed to burst an artery in the heart or brain without any doctor being able to say it was murder and not a stroke. It is just that the doctors operating these equipment, and their equipment, are now being made into an ENTERTAINMENT PROJECT for the amusement of the Americans and the world, courtesy of the American GOVT.
Lately, they have started inflicting a sharp pain in my right upper arm to wake me and keep me awake. Now it is real pain that is keeping me awake. Sometimes, even during the day, lately. This pain means that they can 'focus' the beam of pain even when I move, to keep the radiation pain going. This is not surprising. They have also shot a brief burst into my brain to black me out and make me unconscious for a split second when I was standing and I recovered my balance just before falling. They have also shot my eyes out so that I see nothing but whiteness for a few seconds and gradually recovered my eyesight. They have also shot a stronger burst of radiation into my brain so that my legs, resting on the coffee table while I tried to nap on the sofa, jerked a foot into the air.
But worse is that they tamper with my psychiatriac medicine like they are doing now. They have increased the dosage of my medicine without my permission or that of my psychiatrist, illegally and criminally. This has made me do the involuntary legs shuffle when I was buying a new Casio watch, when I had to balance first on one leg, then the other, shuffling involuntarily. This is not the only side effect of overdosing. The other side effect I noticed a few days ago is the ache in the neck muscles due to 2 opposing sets of neck muscles pulling against each other, one set involuntary from the side effect of overdosing and the other voluntary muscles because I am looking ahead. This opposing sets of muscles make my neck muscles ache. My brain is balanced by 3 things. First is my over firings of neurons that makes me psychotic. This over firings is reduced by the Amisulpride medicine, which dampens the firings. But the Amisulpride causes side effects like neck muscles turning involuntarily and the legs to shuffle. So I also take Benzhexol as an antidote to counter the side effects. When the over firings, Amisulpride and Benzhexol are in equilibrium, I am fine and normal and suffer no side effects. But when the dosage is increased without my permission and knowledge, or my psychiatrist's, and when my normal equilibrium is upset, I suffer side effects. So the vicious perpetrators have overdosed me and maybe even added other mind or mood altering drugs. This is vicious and totally unprofessional and no doctor would approve of it. Mind you, I know there are doctors monitoring me and probably operating the Through The Wall Surveillance Equipment [google this] from the flat above, but not too long ago, even the best scientists, psychiatrists and doctors thought that the best way to treat mental illness was to cut out part of the brain in lobotomies. That was not too long ago. Doctors know very little about the mind and mental illness, even now. And often get it wrong. So stop fucking around with my equilibrium and medicines!
The pain in neck muscles from side effects is not the deliberate pain in the neck I suffered in UK and Singapore. Then, the Americans, British and LKY tried to be clever by radiating me so that I got a long lasting pain in the neck. So much so that I could not turn my head when driving and took risks when joining a main road from a joining road, relying only on the right wing mirror, which did not view traffic clearly. The recent ache in my neck caused me to take a risk early this week driving from Toh Tuck Ave joining Commonwealth Ave Road when I did not turn my head due to the side effect neck ache and simply looked at my right wing mirror. When I turned out, a gold coloured van honked angrily at me for dangerous driving into his path. I had not seen him in the mirror. Fucking around with overdosing me can cause an accident. It will also not prevent me from doing anything I am determined to do so it is counterproductive and a waste of time.
Not to be outdone, LKY has done his best to continue this project forever. Once the Americans showed interest in me, after Neil French's disguised advertisements roused the pique and interest of the world, LKY realised the PUBLICITY VALUE I HAD. HERE WAS MANY BILLIONS OF DOLLARS WORTH OF PUBLICITY, TARGETED AT AMERICAN PRESIDENTS AND LEGISLATORS AND HOLLYWOOD, ALL THE WAY TO HONGKONG FILMMAKERS AND SITCOM PRODUCERS, TO AUSTRALIAN TV, ETC. AND MUCH OF THE WORLD GOVTS BESIDES. ALL FOCUSING ON ME. THUS, BY VICTIMISING ME, AND MORE IMPORTANTLY, GETTING THE ALMIGHTY AMERICANS TO JOIN IN TO VICTIMISE ME, LKY COULD GET TO SPEAK AND CONTACT ALMIGHTY AMERICAN PRESIDENTS AND GOVTS AND HOLLYWOOD, ETC, AND MUCH OF THE WORLD WOULD GO ALONG.
LKY WOULD BECOME FAMOUS BY RIDING ON ME. THUS, HE COULD AND DID, AGGRANDISE HIMSELF BY ABUSING ME. THERE WAS NO OTHER WAY TO DO IT. HE COULD NOT SIMPLY ARREST ME BECAUSE I WOULD BE FOUND NOT GUILTY. I WAS INSANE FROM 1976-1979 AND HAD ACTUALLY BEEN CHARGED AND TRIED IN COURT IN 1979 AND FOUND NOT GUILTY BUT SENTENCED TO A MENTAL HOSPITAL WHERE I WAS CURED AFTER 4 MONTHS AND WENT BACK TO A NORMAL LIFE.
HE KNEW I HAD TALENT EVEN THEN BECAUSE IN THE 1980s, IF I RECALL CORRECTLY, I HAD SNAILMAILED [NO INTERNET THEN] HIM IDEAS TO DEVELOP DIRTY BOMBS AND MORE IMPORTANTLY, I HAD SUGGESTED THAT HE BUY ATOM BOMBS FROM CHINA [HE FEARED CHINA THEN AND HAD KEPT AWAY FROM CHINA BECAUSE HE FEARED COMMUNISTS AND EVEN DISALLOWED SINGAPOREANS FROM VISITING CHINA THEN]. SHORTLY AFTER MY LETTER TO HIM TO BUY ATOM BOMBS FROM CHINA, LKY WENT ON A QUIET VISIT TO CHINA AND I WAS SURPRISED THE MEDIA KEPT SO QUIET BECAUSE NORMALLY THEY SPLASHED SUCH OVERSEAS VISITS AS PAPAGANDA OUTBURSTS WITH MANY PAGES OF RELATED ARTICLES]. SO HE PROBABLY MANAGED TO BUY ATOM BOMBS FROM CHINA. IF SO, I MAY HAVE SAVED SINGAPORE WITH JUST ONE LETTER. AND CHANGED ITS HISTORY.
BUT LKY WAS NOT AND IS NOT INTERESTED IN MY TALENT. HE IS 100%, TOTALLY AND ABSOLUTELY, SELF-AGGRANDISING. EVEN IF HE COULD HAVE A GENIUS TO ADVISE HIM, HE WOULD NOT, IF HE CANNOT BENEFIT FROM IT PERSONALLY. LKY IS NOT INTERESTED IN SINGAPORE, ONLY HIMSELF AND HIS FAMILY AND HIS PLACE IN HISTORY AND HE THINKS HIS PLACE IN HISTORY IS BIGGER THAN SINGAPORE. LKY WOULD RATHER SINGAPORE BE WITHOUT A GENIUS OR GENIUSES IF HE AND HIS FAMILY CANNOT BENEFIT IMMENSELY FROM SUCH. AND THE OPERATIVE WORD IS "IMMENSELY". LKY IS NOT INTERESTED IN SMALL GAINS. AND WHETHER SINGAPORE GAINS MUCH OR LITTLE FROM GENIUSES IS UNIMPORTANT TO HIM. HE IS INTERESTED ONLY IF HE AND HIS FAMILY GAINS AND GAINS IMMENSELY.
THUS, THESE WERE HIS CALCULATIONS WHEN HE PERSUADED CLINTON AND OTHER AMERICANS TO JOIN HIM IN HIS TORTURE CAMPAIGN. TO MAKE THE CAMPAIGN EVEN MORE INTERESTING TO THE AMERICANS, LKY BROADCAST AND MADE AVAILABLE ALL THE AUDIO AND VIDEO RECORDINGS AND ISD SURVEILLANCE NOTES MADE OF ME AND MY FAMILY FROM DECADES BACK, SINCE I WAS A KID.
THESE RECORDINGS AND NOTES WERE EXAGGERATED AND TWISTED BY THE AMERICANS EVERY WAY POSSIBLE, AND THE HONGKONGERS AND OTHERS FOLLOWED SUIT, TO HUMILIATE ME IN PERSONAL ATTACKS THROUGH PRESS, INTERNET, TV, FILMS, NEWSCASTS, ON EVERY POSSIBLE CHANNEL OR MOVIE I AND MY FAMILY ARE LIKELY TO WATCH, OR THOSE IN THE KNOW OF THIS CAMPAIGN ARE LIKELY TO WATCH, SINCE NOW, THE CAMPAIGN IS NOT JUST TO DIRECTLY HUMILIATE ME WITH PERSONAL ATTACKS, IT IS ALSO TO AMUSE THE THOUSANDS WHO ARE IN THE KNOW AND WHO WOULD UNDERSTAND THE DISGUISED PERSONAL ATTACKS IN THE MOVIE, TV, NEWSCAST, NEWSPAPER ARTICLE, INTERNET POSTINGS, ETC.
IT HAD BECOME A WORLD PHENOMENON STRETCHING FROM JAPAN AND TOKYO TO SOUTH KOREA TO FRANCE, GERMANY, AUSTRALIA, AND OF COURSE, THE ENTIRE GOVT AND LEGISLATORS OF THE US, AS WELL AS CHINA, HONGKONG, ETC.
Not content with releasing the recordings of my entire life and that of my family to his accomplices for the purposes of everybody reviling me and my family, and so that everybody can make personal humiliation attacks on me, LKY also went into overdrive to inflict as much pain as he possibly could without actually killing me. Not only did the sleep deprivation continue for 15 years, with different degrees of viciousness depending on his mood or that of his ISD and American agents who operate the devices and plan the attacks, he ordered his ISD agents following me to utter Hokkien obscenities in my earshot whenever I go out. This so traumatised me I did not go out for months to avoid the nastiness of the targeted remarks. I even stopped going to the barber to avoid the obscenities and my wife has been cutting my hair for years. It may seem small beer to be abused in Hokkien obscenities but not when you are extremely sensitive and you are surrounded by total hostility, from tv, films, newspapers, internet, neighbours, and even strangers. When you are totally surrounded by such a never-ending and totally enveloping hostile environment, every attack is painful and traumatic. Thus, I have had to stop watching CNN, BBC, or even any of the entertainment channels like Discovery or National Geographic because they have succeeded in totally surrounding me with hostile personal attacks. Of course, I have stopped reading or watching the local media because these dogs have long obeyed the Supreme Master LKY and have led the personal attacks. LKY has even used his media dogs to personally attack me, and his personal example is far more influential than anything else in instigating his lapdog media to do likewise. His Chinese tv media is worse. Here, you have to understand the Chinese. For milleniums, the Chinese have lived and evolved under Emperors. So they have become very LOYAL, OBEDIENT AND SUBSERVIENT -- to whoever is in authority. It does not matter who is in authority. This has become ingrained into the entire Chinese language, culture and hence the Chinese race. It is not something I am prone to because my Chinese is not good and I think in English. But to the Chinese educated, brought up in a Chinese culture and using mostly Chinese, like the Chinese in Chinese tv in Singapore, they are totally LOYAL, OBEDIENT AND SUBSERVIENT TO AUTHORITY. This is something Americans will have to understand and take into account if they are ever to come into confrontation with China and want to calculate scenarios. Thus, the Chinese tv in Singapore have attacked me with more viciousness than say, the English media. When you are English educated, you imbibe the culture along with the language and so the English media tends to have more liberal, western leanings.
Not content with his ISD agents following me to shopping centres to deliver personal insults and obscenities, LKY even ordered his ISD agent to carry shit with them and at WestMall Shopping Centre FoodCourt, ordered the foodstall to put shit into my plate of Chai Tau Kway [Fried Carrot Cake]. Just as I was about to eat, I heard a man say, "Chiak Sai!" ["Eat Shit"]. I could not tell if this was another trick, or whether the remark was directed at me, so I ate it all. Later, in the movie by Steven Spielberg, whose title I have forgotten, when the hero Tom Cruise had his eyes operated and changed by an illegal doctor for a new pair of eyes, when Cruise with eyes bandaged, fumbled in the fridge for a sandwich and took a bite, only to spit out the nauseating mess, the ISD agents planted in the cinema with me and my wife and son deliberately burst into loud raucous laughter on cue from the movie, which they had watched and known the scene. I felt murderous and helpless and trembling with rage but there was nothing I could do. I could not even get the sympathy of my wife and son. For 15 years, they have misunderstood me because of the vicious conspiracy. My wife was often troubled. We had quarrels. My son had grown up misunderstanding me and what hurts most of all is that he not only does not know I am a genius, he has a low opinion of me, which he sometimes shows. The Americans and LKY know all this but enjoy it as only nasty, vicious and stinking monsters can.
Not only do my wife and son misunderstand me, my brothers in law, like the Chinese educated types in Singapore, obediently, loyally and subserviently obey LKY and are stupidly impressed with the fact that the Americans are leading the charge and the almightly Americans cannot be wrong, what, after all, they often promote democracy, human rights and moral rectitude from Christian values to great ethical and philosophical ethos. Most people have little experience of Americans or know much about America beyond Hollywood and Pop Music and American Internet. However, my brothers in law are probably PAP members like their father. And having all 3 of them gone to university on bursaries or scholarship and worse, working for the govt, it is little wonder that they have chosen to be loyal to LKY rather than their own sister [my wife]. Indeed, Sunny took great pleasure in attacking me like his mentor LKY and probably got his promotion for it. They exemplify the populace at large in Singapore. Because they do not think in English, having a huge dose of Chinese language in them, they are Obedient, Loyal and Subservient. Only the English educated can save Singapore because the future does not rest on obedience, loyalty or subservience but ingenuity, problem solving and flexibility but those with these will not stay around for long. I have written that the "PAP should throw its black sheep out" meaning LKY but that is not likely to happen. Worse, the types that he has brought in and surrounded himself with, are even more kiasu than him. What with the uncritical, unthinking, loyal, obedient and subservient types and the extreme kiasuism of the LKY cronies, Singapore is done for once LKY is non-sentient.
Much play has been made of my mother. She was tricked by ISD operatives through her longtime mahjong friend by the Cantonese name of Pak Tai [White Madam or Madam White, sort of]. My mother told me she had made a passport and went with Pak Tai to Pontian. This is on record by the ISD machines. My mother cannot afford taxis but on any infrequent trip had to take taxis because she does not know how to take buses or later, the MRT. She never had a passport. Thus, there was no way she could have thought of going to Pontian [where the hell is that?]. She was led there by her mahjong friend Pak Tai. Now, Pak Tai is just as ignorant a middle aged woman as my mother so she couldn't have thought of Pontian as well. So the ISD must have planned the whole sting and suggested and taught Pak Tai how to get there and do it. Even today, even with young people who are well educated and well travelled, hardly anyone knows how to get to Pontian, let alone 2 middle aged women who have never travelled or even had a passport. It was an ISD sting operation. That conversation should be on record, as well as one or two more relevant ones.
Much play has been made of my aunt. This is an even stronger proof of ISD sting operation. My aunt was paid enough money, probably thousands of dollars, to take the risks of several years' jail, to tape a packet of opium to her leg to fly to Hongkong. Why my aunt for this smuggling operation? She had never flown, never had a passport. Did not know the inside of an airport and its airport procedures and operations. Was a total greenhorn. And why opium? It is low value, even then, bulky and hard to hide let alone sell or dispose of. Why taped to the leg when it would be so much easier and normal practice to hide it in a secret compartment in a bag? Taping to the leg is so obviously to directly incriminate her. All this means that any potential 'profits' from the whole smuggling would be far less than the thousands they paid her, plus the airfares to and fro, quite expensive then. It is in fact, cheaper, easier and safer to smuggle opium by car from the Golden Triangle to Hongkong than to smuggle it, at great risks and costs first into Singapore, which is a tiny islet of 700 sq km or 230 sq mi, with only 5 entry points -- 1 airport, 2 road/bridge links to Malaysia, 2 ferry points, one to Johor and the other, Batam, Bintan -- all well guarded; and then to re-smuggle it back to Hongkong. Further, Singapore is too tiny and a police state so there are no labs to process any drugs and totally no opium grown locally or even in our Muslim neighbours of Malaysia and Indonesia. So why ship opium from Singapore to Hongkong? Obviously, it would have been more logical to acquire opium from Burma/Thailand Golden Triangle and smuggle from there to Hongkong, not from Singapore! If you were to check the entire history of the Hongkong police, customs and anti-drug agency, you will find practically NOT A SINGLE CASE of drug smuggling FROM SINGAPORE TO HONGKONG. More likely the other way round. Singapore does not originate drugs. And how did the Hongkong authorities know to immediately seize her once the plane landed? Obviously, they were tipped off by the ISD and the Hongkong police should be able to confirm this. The ISD probably told the Singapore airport police to deliberately let her exit without any checking so as to incriminate and jail her in Hongkong. As a result of this ISD sting operation, my aunt was jailed several years. She has since died of cancer.
Note the similarities in both cases. Both women are related to me. Both cases happened around the same time, when I started fighting LIE KY, although then, I was very cautious in everything I wrote, then mostly in faxes to Dr CHEE Soon Juan and Mr Jeyaretnam and later to the online Singaporeans For Democracy. So cautious that nothing could be even remotely defamatory -- most of these writings are in my second blog, I came, I saw, I wrote it. Read how cautious they are, most of them, especially the earlier ones. I got angrier and angrier with time, as the torture intensified and prolonged and after Mr David DUCLOS emailed me in London about his witnessing LIE KY LHL WKS rigging the 1997 Cheng San GRC elections, it was then that I was emboldened enough to throw caution to the winds. Continuing with the similarities of both cases, both women are lowly educated and country bumpkins and hardly went to Orchard Road or ate in a restaurant -- no money. Both moved around their neighbourhood only, and on foot, had no car or access to a car or a family member with a car. Both walked to the market, nearby shops, etc, and could not even figure out how to take the complicated buses systems so on the rare need to travel out of the neighbourhood, had to spend some money which they could hardly afford, on taxis. Both had never been abroad or even had a passport. Both are too country bumpkin and lowly educated to be able to navigate airport, customs and immigration procedures or to be able to deal with the taxi or transport or hotel procedures once they were abroad. Yet both were lured abroad to commit offences. It has the hand of LIE KY and his ISD writ large all over it. The similarities of the modus operandi proves it.
I have written of a sting operation against me. On one occasion when I watched blue videotapes with male colleagues after work in the office conference room, I walked out into the dark bus stop and saw a pretty girl waiting alone. This stretch of road during that time is totally deserted, few cars or buses, typical during after peak hours in the old city area [in my earlier write up, I have given more detailed descriptions], what struck me was the behaviour of the girl. She did not glance up or glance at me when I joined her but pretended to look straight ahead for the bus. Now, the stretch of road where the bus would come is easily visible for many metres and so no need to keep looking. But she pretended to keep looking for the bus and pretended not to even notice me. It was an attempt at seduction knowing I was horny as hell after watching a night of blue videos. I did not know it then, about the ISD sting operations, because I did not even know there was an ISD or its name then. I was just an innocent citizen. I only remembered all these vividly after LKY started his vicious torture campaign and then I remembered this incident and it all connected. It was another sting operation.
I believe there is a god or gods [read my article on my blog of similar name]. That is, there are ghosts [I am certain] so some ghosts may have evolved into gods [not the same as some religions' god/s]. It is also possible that these ghosts/gods also love to play games of retribution and karma. For example, during Clinton's 2 terms, nobody doubted the Americans moral rectitude or fitness to lead the world. Now? Bush? Ha, ha [short cut for many typing]. Similarly, when LKY first started his vicious campaign against me, he was riding high on moral authority. Now? Thanks to God-sent Mr David DUCLOS, and his lawyer friend, the whole world knows, through the very same publicity machine that LKY and the Americans have imposed around me, that LKY rigged the 1997 Cheng San GRC elections to deprive the Workers Party of 5 seats in Parliament. Mr DUCLOS is a Catholic and in 1987/88, LKY slandered and libelled the Singapore and Vatican Catholics as Marxists and subversives with 22 mostly-Catholic arrestees arrested and jailed without trial for trying to overthrow him by violent means, ha, ha, ha. See? I was helped by gods giving me Bush and making him stupid. I was helped by gods giving me Mr DUCLOS to retribute LKY for jailing innocent Catholics. The Americans and LKY have cast me and my family into public odium and now, the gods have cast the Americans and LKY into public odium. It is difficult not to believe in god/s.
When I named my blog, "I came, I saw, I solved it", I had thought that if one day, I became rich and would never need for money, I could then use my blog, which I named for that main purpose, as a vehicle to gift to the world some of my ideas. I have some commercial and some non-commercial ideas. Unfortunately, I have been blocked by this vicious campaign from selling any ideas and so am in no mood for generosity. Worse, I have stopped looking for ideas and have had few, at least, big ones. Maybe, I am spending too much time reading and forwarding blogs. But I am certainly not going to look for a job, after having been prevented for 15 years and having been cast into public odium. So, if I am paid what is owed, and it is enough, I will probably relent and give some ideas that I have no use for, maybe even some that are commercially profitable but hard to realise or maybe due to the continuation of the vicious campaign, only without my knowledge. Whatever, I will certainly not be waking to a 9 to 5. Keep watching my blog. Maybe if I get lucky, the world will also get lucky.
Robert HO
27 Apr 07 2100 [May be continued but it is tiring to type so much and think and remember horrible things]
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RH: MY ACQUAINTANCE, MR DAVID DUCLOS, A FORMER POLICE INSPECTOR, AND HIS LAWYER FRIEND, EYEWITNESSED LEE KUAN YEW RIGGING THE 1997 CHENG SAN GRC ELECTION. READ MORE AT MY BLOG ENTITLED "I CAME, I SAW, I SOLVED IT" :
http://i-came-i-saw-i-solved-it.blogspot.com/
MY ONLINE POLICE REPORT ON LKY LHL WKS CHEATING ELECTIONS:
http://i-came-i-saw-i-solved-it.blogspot.com/2009/06/police-report-lee-ky-lhl-wks-cheating_02.html
THE MOST COMPLETE RUBBISHING OF LEEconomics EVER:
http://i-came-i-saw-i-wrote-it.blogspot.com/2009/06/most-complete-rubbishing-of-leeconomics.html
[ALSO AT THE ABOVE BLOG, LIE KUAN YEW's LIES, CORRUPTION, WRONGFUL JAILING, TORTURE AND BEATING TO DEATH OF INNOCENT POLITICAL PRISONERS LIKE MR CHAN HOCK HUA]
READ ALSO MARTYN SEE's INTERVIEW WITH ME AT:
http://singaporerebel.blogspot.com/
ALSO AT:
http://i-came-i-saw-i-wrote-it.blogspot.com/2007/03/filmmaker-martyn-see-interviews-robert.html
FOR QUICK, IRREVERENT REASONS WHY LIE KY DESERVES A NOBEL:
http://i-came-i-saw-i-solved-it.blogspot.com/search/label/Not%20nominated%20for%20a%20Nobel%20so%20LIE%20KY%20gives%20himself%20many%20others
MY ARCHIVE OF WORKS AT:
http://i-came-i-saw-i-wrote-it.blogspot.com/
PHOTOS OF LIE KY SCRATCHING MY WIFE's NEW CAR:
http://i-came-i-saw-i-solved-it.blogspot.com/search/label/LIE%20KY%20scratched%20my%20car%20S%242800%20to%20repair
NOT GUILTY BUT TORTURED, DEGRADED 15 YEARS FOR PUBLICITY, FUN
http://i-came-i-saw-i-solved-it.blogspot.com/2009/05/not-guilty-but-tortured-degraded-15.html
